Within: A journey

You make me a goddess
But I'm a human, Krishna!
And I make mistakes.

Some blunders can never be erased.
No matter how wonderfully phrased
They're decisions handsomely misplaced.

I curse my ways
And regret those days
When I royally fell from my grace.

You've learnt from them, You say
All of us have bits of grey.
Girl or Goddess, it's okay.

You make me a goddess
But I'm a human, Krishna!
And I make mistakes.

How do I forgive myself for those errors?
At night they haunt me, those terrors
Of my own doing, my insane endeavors.

Some days it's easy, and some days it's hard
But my pristine tale is forever left scarred.
My true love marred, and purity charred.

Will You accept me this way? I pray.
But can you accept yourself this way? 
You ask me, but I do not ever know if I may.

You make me a goddess
But I'm a human, Krishna!
And can you forgive my mistakes?

Only if you can do so yourself, 
You kindly tuck a lock of my hair away.