Scribbles In The Glow Of You

How can I continue writing this
If every time I had a chance it would still miss
Don't know if I could keep up this act
But you with her is truly a damn fact

I'm just a nobody who bumps into your life 
But this feeling sucks in my chest like a knife
I'm trying so hard to catch your attention
Yet here I am continuing our connection

I want to hold you but you haven't chosen me
And I know you'll never ever be
My heart is tangled in doubt
Give me hope and I'll let my feelings out

To all the things that we've shared
Losing you is what makes me scared
Everyone already saw your sweet smiles outside
But they don't know how damn hurt you're inside

-Ysaleyi