In a World Where Chastity is Reversed, I'm Someone Who's Easy to Get Laid With

◆(Riria)

One day after school, I was having a chat with Tokki at McDonald's.

"Gahama, you've been looking awfully good lately."

"What do you mean......?"

"You look sexy. What happened? Didya get yourself a boyfriend?"

"I-it's not like that......"

"Hmm?"

It is a bit misleading to say that I got a guy.

It is true that I lost my virginity and started having sex with a certain guy.

But that guy is not my boyfriend.

Because he is far from my ideal of a 'tall and thin macho' guy.

So I don't consider him as my boyfriend.

To put it in a very bad way, he is an outlet for my sexual desires.

He comes to me whenever he has free time and is happy to play with me whenever I want.

Plus, he's just a regular playmate, and what's more, he's friends with a guy who's tall, slim, and muscular, which is my ideal type.

So I think of him as a stepping stone–a link between me and my true love.

I've been thinking about it, but...after the incident the other day, I had this weird feeling of unease, and it seems like my view of him has changed a bit...

Anyway, something is different from before.

I spent my time feeling only this vague change.

"He's not your boyfriend, huh? Then, a fuck buddy?"

"......I don't really like the way you say it."

Tokki's choice of words without hesitation makes me a little bitter.

I felt that the connotations were a little too different to apply that term to him.

"Hmhm? Judging by your reaction, it's bingo right? And? What kind of man is he?"

"I-I won't tell you......""

"Well, Gahama you're petty. I'll tell you all my sex friends then, so tell me."

"That's not the point ! I mean, is there enough of you to use the word 'all'?"

"I'm not as picky as Gahama. "

"I-I'm not picky either. "

"There you go again. You're only after tall, slim, muscular guys, aincha? I wish Gahama would find an innocent, easy-going person like me and keep him as the only one she knows."

"You said it like he would run away."

"That is, y'see, it's called technique."

I thought to myself as Tokki said that to me with a smug look on he face.

Thinking back, it was the first time he and I had met.

Of course, neither of us had any technique, and we were both very clumsy.

So it was natural that he was not very good at it, and I thought it was fine just the way it was.

But somehow I got the feeling that he was becoming more and more proficient at it.

......Hm? Aren't I the only one left behind.......?

Shoot. I'm thinking of keeping him, but if I don't do it properly, I'm worried he'll run away before I know it...

Even though it's looking so good !?

Am I the only one being left behind like this !?

I didn't want to be left behind, and before I knew it, I had snapped up a how-to book on Azoman.

I see, I see, this is how you do it......

I decided to give it a try and tried to ask him out the next day.......

"Asahi? He went somewhere with Nishimeya san a while ago."

"Eh? With Nishimeya san?"

I asked his best friend, Fujisaki kun, and got an unexpected answer.

"Yeah. They've been getting along well lately. I think they're on a date."

"A date......."

Fujisaki kun smiles and looks somewhat happy.

It's not hard to understand why he would feel happy if his best friend seems to be having fun.

But......

"A date〜〜〜! ! ! Nishimeya san of all people~???"

On the way home alone, I shouted my honest feelings out loud to myself.

What is this blurred feeling?

A feeling similar to the one I felt when he was being this way and that by the prevert during that incident.

Well, Nishimeya san is closer to him, and they have a similar vibe, so it's true that they seem like a good match...

It just doesn't make sense to me !

No matter how you look at it, that girl is the kind of woman who would be called a nerd !

I'm absolutely sure that I'm better than her !

If Nishimeya san and him get together like this, there's a chance that I won't able to keep here.

It would have been different when I was still a virgin, but now that I've experienced a man, it would be a shame for me to lose the one I'm keeping.

At this point, all I can do is learn the techniques and weaken him.

If I do that, I can keep him !

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"—–A-anyway, I'll make sure I'm not the only one who feels good today ! Prepare yourself !"

"Prepare for what......I don't mind if it's the same as usual."

"That's just because you've gotten used to rough, technique-less methods ! You can be more honest about your pleasure, Hirakawa kun."

The study group was held due to my lack of academic ability. The location was his house. Perfectly suited to the situation, there was no one else there.

It was good that my mathematics studies were progressing smoothly, but for one reason or another, things ended up going that way.

This was an opportunity !

It was time to show him the techniques I had learned.

"If you say so. In short, you want to practice with me. Fine, someone like me would be a good practice dummy for you."

The word 'practice dummy' made me blur my feelings again.

Why am I bothered?

He's fine as a practice dummy. He's my keep.

My true love is a tall, thin, macho guy. I'm out of his league.

So there's no need to be bothered by the word practice dummy

It should be'.

To cover up my feelings, I kissed him all over his body, just like the how-to book said.

"...Huh? Is there a kiss mark somewhere else?"

Suddenly I found a hickey on his neck that was different from the one I had given him–that is, a hickey that would have been given to someone else.

....Annoying.

I couldn't hold back my annoyance and put a hickey on a noticeable spot on his neck.

What is this feeling?

I've never felt like this before.

Now, how can I get rid of this feeling.....