What Does Forever Mean to You? (Sequel to "When I Said Forever, I Meant It")

Chapter 17: Too Deep

I look at Victoria and she smiles at me lustfully. I press my mouth against her neck and kiss it softly. I move up her neck until I get to get ear. I whisper 'wanna leave' into her ear and she nods her head. We say goodbye to everyone, pay our tab, and leave the bar twenty minutes later.

We step out of the bar and walk towards her car. When we get there I press her up against the driver door and connect her lips to mine. Our snogging session lasts for what seems like hours. Finally we break apart and get into the car.

We drive the short way to my house and fly up the stairs. I struggle with my drunkenness to unlock the door but finally do. I lift her up and she wraps her legs my waist. She kisses all the way down my neck, hitting my sweet spot several times, earning multiple groans out of me.

We make it down the hall to my room and I set her down on the bed and crawl on top of her. Our lips meet again and in an instant both of our shirts are off. I grind my hips against her and she moans in my mouth. That causes my hormones to go crazy and my cock goes insane. I unbutton my pants and pull them down with my boxers. My member is set free and I gasp as it springs free.

Victoria looks down at it and her eyes bulge out of her head. She stares at my rather-long member for a while before taking it in her hand and pumping it. I throw my head back in ecstasy. I go to let out a groan but a loud car horn echoes out of my mouth.

~~~End flashback~~~

I get sucked out of my newly-acquired memories and back into reality. I find myself in the middle of the street, a car right in front of me, flying at me straight on. I hear the car's tires screech against the pavement, attempting to keep from hitting me, but the car is simply going too fast. Before I have time to react the car connects with my legs and I fly forward on the hood of the car. My head smashed against the windshield and my body flies over the car and lands on the ground behind it.

I land on my back and my head hits the road hard. My vision is stained red and his spinning like crazy. My whole body aches and my muscles can barely move. Luckily I am able to get up by myself. I stand up, ignoring the pain, and keep going. My head is pounding, and my eye sight is blurred by red. My left leg looks deformed and my clothes are stained with dirt and blood. I try to push it away and keep going but I don't. I let myself feel all this pain. I deserve all of this pain. What I did that night was absolutely horrible. I don't deserve Louis, I don't deserve to live.

I stumble into a side alley and collapse to the ground. I hear people shouting somewhere in the distance along with someone's crying. The pain isn't as excruciating as it was as first and is even beginning to be bearable. Numbness starts to take away the pain and I get mad. I don't want the pain to go away. I look around in the alley for something, anything, sharp. I get my wish and find an old, rusty steak knife lying a few feet away from me.

I reach for it and feel the handle under my hand. I pick it up and bring it in front of my face. I can see my beat-up, dirty, bloody face in the blade of the knife.

I lower it to my skin and line it up with the biggest vein in my forearm. I push the knife into my skin and feel and dive in. Blood instantly starts to ooze out and I drag it down my arm. A big gash opens up and blood gushes out. The pain floods my whole body and I sigh with the familiar feeling.

I drop the knife and hear it clatter against the ground. My head gets dizzy, so I lay it back against the wall. My vision starts to blur and black spots start to appear everywhere. My eyes begin to close and all the previously-ear-splitting noises begin to slip away.

~~Liam's POV~~

The brown-haired girl presses her lips against Harry's and forces him to the wall. I can see that he is trying to fight her off but it isn't working. Somehow he does get her off and she just turns around and walks away from him. She grabs her purse and leaves the office like nothing happened.