in love with the wrong person

NEYMAR'S P.O.V

I went home ande changed into my home clothes I logged on instagram and hecked a few of my fans who had tagged me in a few photos, I smiled at what they wrote since most of them were humorous, I loved how they said that I'm their husband making me smile.

" Hey bro what's up?" I lifted my head and saw Gil and Jo smiling right next to me.

" Hey how did you get in?" I asked hugging them when they sat down and they had this look on their faces.

" We went star gazing and then I took her home" I said and they smiled at me.

" You are a romantic guy she will definately fall for you if she hasn't already" They said completing each others sentence.

" Well, will you call her?" Jo asked looking at my phone and I shrugged.

" It's been only ten minutes guys" I said looking at my phone too.

" A lot can happen in ten minutes, plus on our way here we saw an ambulance near her house" Gil said making me look at him with a face full of horror.

" This had better not be a joke guys" I said taking my phone and going upstairs calling her. I heard the distinct beep when  you call someone.

" Hey it's Hanna, unfortunately i'm not available right now so leave a message" I heard her voice mail and I sighed and looked at my watch she was probably sleeping right now.

" She must be sleeping it's pretty late" i said sitting on the couch.

" Alright, Game of thrones?" Jo asked and we all nodded and I playd it on my TV.

The episode was soon over and Gil was already sleeping and Jo looked tires so they stayed over at my house and I helped them make the guest room and I went at my room and took a quick shower and I put on some sweatpants and I decided to remain shirtless and cover my body with the sheets.

 The next day I woke up because my alarm clock went off and I groaned yawning as I got up with my eyes closed and I almost bumped into the door of my bathroom.

 I went to practice and the first person I saw was Dani and he bro hugged me with a smile. When I got in I saw Mark showing Sergio a picture of his baby and he smiled, thankfully I knew what being a father meant, then I saw Leo he smiled and we hugged for longer that usual with a smile.

 Practice was over pretty soon and I couldn't wait to get home, take a quick shower and then I wanted to go see Hanna when she would least expect it, she should have been back by the time I went to her house.

After I had taken a shower and changed in my casual jeans and a black t-shirt. I got in my car and drove to her house smiling. When I got out I had a huge smile on my face and I rang her doorbell.

After I rang her doorbell a few times and I knocked on her door there was no answer, I decided that she wasn't back yet so I left and gave her a call while I was driving but there was no answer, they could keep their phones on while shooting couldn't they?

It was already 5 pm and I had left a few hundred calls on her phone but there was no answer which was making me worried but then I rembered that she had told me where her spare key was so I drove to her house and found her key so I unlocked her door and got in.

Her house looked clean and a little dusty I went in her room an dfound her outfit which she was wearing the other night. I couldn't find her home wear anywhere and she had told me that she always leaved her clothes on her bed and never made it, so when I found her bed perfecly made and her clothes nowhere to be found I was worried and I called Jo and Gil and asked them if they wer joking or not. Their answer was that threy were copletely honest so I hang up and drove to the hospital.

When I made a fuss about who I was and that they had to let me in and see her they did let me in for five minutes. I got in and what I saw shocked me, that couldn't be Hanna she couldn't be that sick, she wasn't even sick or actualy she never told me what she had. Her eyes were closed and she was pale and seemed weak.

She suddenly opened her eyes whe I touched her hand and tried to smile but she failed.

" Hey" she whispered and managed to smile.

" Hanna I need you to be honest with me what's wrong with you?" I asked and her smile faded as she avoided my gaze.

" Lung cancer" she said softly and with a hint of pain in her voice.

" I wanted to find the courage and break up with you because a hear break hurts less than a death huh?" she tried to get up while saying it but she failed misserably.

" No look Hanna you will manage to fight back and beat it you will live and you will make me happy, sometimes I'll be sad because we had a small meaningless fight, we will get married" I started but she stopped me.

" False hope never works it just makes it worse when the inevidable comes and then when you think about the sad times we went through it will just soothe the pain for a while" she said her eyes filled with tears as she  wiped her tears away.

" I love you Neymar Da Silva Santos Junior" she called me with my full name and I wasn't used to hearing it with an english accent so I smiled.

" I love you too please don't leave me" I said and this time a tear escaped her eye.

" Well then I guess you just fell in love with the wrong person" she said and then she took a deep breath closing her eyes.

" I want to break up with you Neymar before it gets worse" she said but I shook my head.

" You might break up with me but I won't and I will visit you every single day if I can" I said and then a nurse came in to tell me that my time was up an I had to go so I kissed Hanna on her forehead and left with tears in my eyes.

I got in my car but I didn't drive I just called Gil hoping Jo would be around. I also seemd to not be able to control myself.

" Hey what's wrong?" they both asked and I felt relieved when I heard them both.

" She's dying" was all I could manage to say before I started crying again.

" Who Hanna why?" this was Jo and he sounded very concered.

" She has cancer and it must be pretty bad she will die guys" I sobbed even harder when  I actually realized how bad she looked and how it must have felt finding out.

" And she kept it from me all this time" I said and finnaly I got a grip of myself and stopped.

" Techinacly for a few hours, but hey maybe she did it in order to protect you, can you imagine what a downer you'd be if she told you?" Gil asked and I smiled, finally befor we hung up they told me they would come over and comfort me since I sounded like I needed them.