I didn't decide, it just happened / There Is No Such Thing As 'The One'

I walked to the kitchen and saw Jayy and Dahvie sitting at the table talking.

" so yeah....they're fucking terrified of you guys" I say to them. They sigh.

"I think we will be in my bunk for a bit " I said and they nodded. Dahvie looked at me and thank a bit. Then his eyes lit up.

" Wait! Your not gray anymore!" He yelled. I tottaly forgot about.........Ashley..... I started turning gray again while the image of him kissing another girl came to my mind. Jayy punched Dahvie's arm

" Dude!" Jayy almost yelled angrily.

" sorry...." Dahvie said looking down. I just walked out of the kitchen trying to forget that image, make it go away.......nothing.....

" What happened?!" Both Dan and Phil asked. I sat next to them.

" long story...." I said looking down

" tell us" they both said. I nodded.

" so...it all started when I was getting ready for the contest. I was all ready and I walked out of the bus to the car, but then I saw my boyfriend kissing another girl......cheating on me......that's what happened...." I told them while a tear escaped my eye.

" that wasn't really a long story" Phil said and Dan looked annoyed by Phil. Dan wiped my tear away and hugged me. I hugged back. After a a couple of seconds Phil hugged us both.

" I'm so sorry" Dan said sadly.

"it's okay......I just hate my form...it makes it ten times worse...." I looked Dan in the eyes then back down.

" Oh...so that's why your gray.....it's your form..." Phil said almost sounding like a question. I nodded. I felt myself change back from the sad form...wait....I CHANGED BACK? So that's how I make it go away....I just need love... I hugged Dan tighter

" thank you"I said almost crying

" for what?" He asked

" for making it go away" I answered smiling. He smiled back

" your welcome"he said back. Then I saw that Phil wasn't here anymore.

"where's Phil?" I asked pulling away from the hug.

" I think be went home..." Dan said looking confused while checking his phone

"I got bored...so I went home" Dan read a message out loud. I chuckled.

" So....wanna go to my bunk? I told Jayy and Dahvie that we will be there." I asked. He nodded and we walked to the bunk. I crawled in and he crawled after me.

"Tell me about yourself" Dan said while we we're getting comfortable.

" okay...so....I have a great family and a sister plus a little cat kiss. I hate school and everyone are making fun of me because I'm ' scemo'. And the girl that started talking about you was Jane. She's the worst..... She made fun of me from first class. But the funny thing is, in 6th and 7th class she was one of my best friends...believe me or not.... I was popular because I was with her. But she started talking bad about me again and- well I'll stop about her. So I like Blood on the dance floor, black veil brides, falling in reverse, get scared, Hollywood undead, and many more. You, Phil had Jacksepticeye are my favourite youtubers of all time. And I play piano a bit. I'm super awkward and.....just....I'm bad at human interaction " I told him. He smiled.

"Then I think you know about me if I'm one of your favourite youtubers" he said smirking. I nodded.

"I love your vidoes " I said and giggled. He smiled

"Thanks. I work hard on them" He said.

"Can i ask you a bit of a personal question?" He asked me.

"Umm....Okay.." I answered him. I have no idea what he will ask me...and why.

"Who is your youtube crush?" he asked. I blushed. I don't want to tell him that actually i have a little bit of crush on him....What do i say to him.....

"My crush is............." Common! think of something!

" well actually i don't have a youtube crush" YAY! I thought of something!. I looked at him and he looked a bit disappointed and not believing me.

"Your a bad lier...." He told me and i blushed and looked down.

"You want the truth?" I asked him..Why did i ask that!?

"Yes" He said looking at me.

"....y- you" I said and hid under my blanket. Dan giggled and pulled my blanket off.

"Don't hide" He said and hugged me. Why did he hug me? o.o I hugged back.

"Umm.....Why are you hugging me?" I asked him.

"So i could do this" He said and started leaning in to kiss me.

My eyes went wide and i pulled away.

"No....I'm sorry, but i can't" I said and i ran out to the kitchen and locked the kitchen door.

"What happened?" Someone asked me. I jumped a bit. It was Jayy. I didn't even see that he was there. I started crying. But i felt all emotions at once.

"Tiff! What happened?! what's happening to you?!" Jayy yelled.