It all started with a smile....
It all started with a smile, so simple and charming. He'd been watching me for awhile, afraid to approach me. Little did we know we would cross paths in the future. An instant connection, as if we were lost souls who finally found each other. After months of a passionate connection, I reflect on some of the best memories. Those months quickly turned into a year and possibly a future. It's funny how with one call it was taken away. The night before he was holding me as if he never wanted to let me go, with sweet tender kisses, and loving eyes. Those big beautiful brown eyes, with one look can take you breath away. We talk for awhile about random things, as if he was subconsciously wanting answers for even bigger questions. Questions he was not yet ready to ask. After talking he said that he wanted to see me everyday, and that we would even would go out this weekend. Jokingly I asked do you think you could deal with me everyday. He said not only that, but I also want to wake up next to you. And with a kiss, I saw my future. A future with a man that I love so deeply, and that I knew wanted me and couldn't see day without me in it. Not only wrapped in each other's arms, but in each other's world. With such a sensual act, cause for a night of passion. Our bodies became one, infused with love, we were inseparable. Afterwards we held each, exploring each other's body with playful tickles, stomach kisses, and love taps. As our night was coming to an end, a look of sadness crossed his face. I knew he didn't want to leave, and I didn't want him to either. And with a kiss and a hug goodnight he left. He called as soon as he left me trying to talk the whole way home, but the call kept dropping, so I made a final attempt to reach him, but no answer so I fell asleep. At 630 am I get a call, I knew it was my love and i couldn't answer it quick enough. When I answered the phone I heard another woman's voice on the other end. She asked is there's a problem and was everything okay. I said "yes everything is fine, and why do you ask." She says "well this is my husband's phone and with your missed call at the hour it was I assumed there was a problem and I'm his wife." I said "his wife?" She stated "yes, and may I ask who you are?" I said "you should ask him." and I hung up the phone. Utterly confused, I didn't know what happened. Wishing it was a nightmare and that I'm still sleeping. But I'm not, I'm awake and what just happened, happened. Filled with emotion I begin crying thinking how could he do this to me, how could he lie to me. I asked him to be honest with about everything, and he just withheld this from like it was nothing. Upset I didn't know what to do, should I call, should I text? But I'm so angry and so hurt, I decided to let myself calm down first. I get myself ready for work and try to make some sense of this. At work I can't focus nor can stop thinking about last night. So I send him a text saying that a woman called me from your phone today stating that she's your wife, care to explain. Immediately after sending the text, he calls.
