Hello and Goodbye

Myungsoo's POV:

I let Jisoo hang out with Hyeoseon first, while me and the boys discussed this matter inside the villa.

I prepared myself for the worse already before I even kissed her. I knew that the guys might get frustrated and might oppose. They might think that me having a relationship might ruin our image and reputation as a group. I might also get removed, but who cares right? This is my decision.

My dream was either to become a doctor or a photographer, taking photos have always been my passion.

I became an idol only because I found it interesting and different from other fields of work, practicing really hard for that dream, getting on that stage and showing people what you are capable of. Making them want to become like you as well. It was what attracted me to this. Dancing was not my main passion unlike Hoya, also not singing unlike Woohyun.

Liking someone is also a different experience for me. It never occurred to me that I might not get this freedom of liking and being in love with someone, being an idol. If I only knew it from the start, then I wouldn't have chosen this path and hurt many people before this even started, but looking at my decision in the past, I didn't really regret it. I got to meet six guys that are now like part of my extended family and I am very thankful for that.

"So, you and Jisoo huh?" Sunggyu asked me and I nodded.

"I'm alright with it. I don't know about how the company will react though." Sunggyu sighed.

I was surprised at how calm and relaxed Sunggyu's response was.

"Can we just not let them know about this?" Sungyeol asked.

"Sooner or later they would have to find out, before the fans and the media finds them out, which would cause more trouble." Hoya explained and looked at Myungsoo.

"Don't worry Hoya ah, we'll be extra careful." Myungsoo answered.

"Did she already agree on that? Did you even consider her feelings on this?" Hoya asked.

What is up with this guy? Isn't he being overly concerned? But he is right.

Did Jisoo wanted this? I can't drag her into my problems, if she didn't want this.

"I'm sure she'll understand." I told Hoya, who just shook his head in disbelief.

"If Myungsoo said he'll take care of this matter, then I believe him." Woohyun told Hoya.

"Congratulations buddy." Woohyun said while he patted Myungsoo's back and he head out of their room.

"I agree with Woohyun, it's Myungsoo's decision. He can take care of it." Dongwoo said and called Woohyun. "Yah, Woohyun ah! Wait up!"

"What do you plan on doing now Myungsoo ah?" Sungyeol asked.

"I'll probably discuss it with manager hyung first." I told him.

"Hyung, I am really happy for you and Jisoo. I hope things turn out good for the both of you." Sungjong said.

It was now only Hoya and I that was left inside the room, Hoya stood up and headed to the door as well but he stopped.

"Myungsoo, ah. I have known you ever since we were trainees. I know you don't have any intentions of hurting Jisoo, but still if you do, just remember I wont forgive you. Even if I consider you as one of my brothers." He warned.

That was when I realized that Hoya likes Jisoo too. It explained his weird actions and moods recently.

"You like her don't you?" I asked him and he turned around to face me.

" What if I do? Would you willingly give her to me?" Hoya asked and bitterly smiled, while I just sat there.

"You wouldn't. I know that." He said.

"She liked you too, you know." I told him.

"I know, but she likes you more. So don't you dare hurt her." Hoya said and then left.

I head out of the villa once again and walked at the shore, thinking if it there is a better solution for our relationship with Jisoo.

This was my very first real relationship (not counting childhood crushes) and I wanted it to be right.

Then I spotted her there, the girl that made me feel this crazy, my girl, waiting for me. "Myungsoo, is everything alright?" she asked looking worried and I hugged her right then.

With her in my arms, everything just felt right.

"I'm fine Jisoo ah. Just thinking." I told her and kissed her forehead making her blush.

"What do say about bringing you to see my parents tomorrow?" Myungsoo asked.

"You're kidding." Jisoo said and then looked at my expression. She knew right then that I was serious.

"I'd say I would be glad to meet your parents Kim Myungsoo." She said and smiled. The way that she smiles always take my breath away, it made me hard to control not kissing those lips.

Guess what? I kissed her again there.