5SOS - BSM

Ashton (His POV)

"No, he's right. I'm just this random slut, right? Well guess what? This random slut hates you Ashton" 

As soon as I heard those words slip from her mouth my heart broke, i know I said some awful things.. But does she really hate me?

I tried phoning my sister to apologise, each time being sent to answer phone. The same with Luke. This happened for the next two weeks, neither of them spoke to me. I really messed up.

Your POV

"I know you're pissed at Ashton for what he said, but he's sorry. You got to talk to him, he's all mopey. He's your brother and Luke, your best friend. He's sorry, just talk to him ok?" Calum said.

"I know, I just don't know what to say. He hurt me a lot, and I feel even worse because I said I hate him and I've never said that before."

"Talk to him, both of you." Calum said before heading out.

Ashton's POV

Walking downstairs, I was a little shocked to see (Y/N) and Luke on the sofa, she was showing more since I last saw her.

"What are you guys doing here?" I asked confused, standing opposite them a little away.

"I'm sorry Ash." (Y/N) said sadly. "The things you said hurt like hell, but I can't believe I said I hated you. I've never regretted anything more."

"You shouldn't apologise. I should be the one apologising. I had no right to say any of that, I deserved it." I said. "I'm really sorry, I didn't mean anything I said to either of you at all, you're not a slut or anything. I'm so sorry."

(Y/N) stood up and walked to where I was stood, and wrapped her arms around me. I put my arms around her.

"Sorry to you too Luke, friends still?"

"Course." Luke smiled.

Michael (His POV)

"Really? Oh wait, you only forget the things that don't matter to you? Well I know my place Michael." (Y/N) said, wiping her eyes. "I hate you." She sobbed, before turning on her heel and running to her room where I heard the door lock.

"Shit" I mumbled, kicking the bottom of the stairs in frustration. Of course she mattered to me, more than anyone or anything.

"She hates me.." I said as I walked towards the boys, sitting down.

"She doesn't Michael, she's just upset.. You're gone more than you're here, she probably just wants to see you. And by the look on her face today wasn't a good day." Ashton said.

"I know, it make me feel horrible being gone all the time, of course I don't forget about her, was an accident today. She's one of the most important people in my life and now she hates me." I said wiping a year that fell.

"Go talk to her." Luke shrugged.

Your POV

I was curled up on my bed crying, telling Michael I hated him made me feel ten times worse. Of course I don't. My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door.

"(Y/N)?" Michael said. "Can you unlock the door please?"

"No, I just wanna be alone." I sniffled, I heard a small sigh and footsteps, I thought he left but I heard the lock click and then Michael walked in, closing the door behind him. He walked up to the bed, sitting down next to me pulling me into his arms, which somehow made me cry more.

"I'm sorry Mikey." I said. "I didn't mean it"

"No you don't have anything to be sorry for, I do. I got distracted and didn't realise the time, I know I haven't been around much these last couple of years, it's been crazy but that still doesn't change that you're one of the most important people to me." He said, wiping a couple of my tears away.

"I'm sorry I said I hated you, I really don't. I love you. You're my big brother. I just had a bad enough day already and then you didn't come and yeah.."

"I love you too, but don't apologise, you didn't do anything. Want to talk about your bad day?"

Before I could reply, three more boys came in. "You all made up?" Calum asked.

"Yeah." I said giving a small smile.

"Group hug!" They yelled jumping onto the bed.

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A/N - i didn't know how to end Mikeys! I'm sorry it sucks 😩 sorry if there's any mistakes I finished this at like 5am 😂

I wanted this to be posted earlier on in the week for y'all because I briefly started it before it part one was posted but this week has just been crazy busy.

QOTD: Name something you like about yourself - like your physical features (it could be a few things)
AOTD: in honesty I don't like much about how I look, but one thing I like is my eyes.