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Lay's pov

I sighed as I stare down at the figure that are sleeping on my arms.

I feel so sorry.

If I didn't heard her calling me, what will happen to her?

How can I tell her mom that her daughter went missing because we didn't take care of her?

How can we tell her family that we almost lose her?

"对不起。"

(Trans: Sorry.)

I muttered in guilt as I caresses her face lightly.

It hurts so much when we saw her like that just now.

Her blank face with her eyes filled in fear flashed in my mind.

That's how she looks like.

She didn't cry, didn't blame us, didn't say anything.

Nothing.

I would rather her blame us, say that why we leave her alone.

But no, she didn't at all.

How can she endure it?

She only cry when she knows we couldn't understand how she feel, not for what had happened.

Heck, I didn't want this to happen.

No one wants any of this happen.

I feel so dirty.

That's what she said.

By looking at the scratches on her, you could know how disgusting she feels about it.

She just scratch herself like it didn't hurt at all but in actual fact, it's already bleeding.

I don't think she can sleep at all if I didn't let her wear my hoody.

I lifted her hand lightly as I sniff.

Hmm.

She seriously smells like Kris.

I swear.

I can't imagine how much shampoo did she used just now.

I put it down gently on the bed as her head shifted a little on my neck.

It's actually a bit weird that she's so close to me.

I can feel her breath on my neck.

But it doesn't matter, I just want her to sleep now rather than thinking of what had happened.

You know that she writes.

That means she can imagine many things.

Either good or bad.

In this state, of course she will only be imagining bad things.

I rolled my eyes when I thought of something.

Now I think I regret meeting her.

I mean, what she write in her book had just came true!

First is meeting us.

We found her by her book.

Second, being our personal assistant.

She and Jann is taking care of everything when we are in the dorm.

Third, this happened.

This is similar to the chapter that she wrote about Nikki being abused by anti fans.