Always by your side.

"Its so hard you know... Even trying to write the first letter is hard. Saying that its not hard and that I am managing it well ... Its the biggest lie...

But I managed to..

Dear Mary,

Hey. Its me , Chanyeol. How are you? Are you having fun? Haha i have no doubt about that. You obviously are.

This letter will never come to your hands. But even though it never will, I wanted to write down these words. The words that you will never hear or read ;

Mary, I fell in love with you. I knew it from the first time I saw you. You were so happy.. You were laughing with a friend of yours, without any worries , without any sadness. It's amazing how we see things in our dreams that they don't make any sense, but when you realise the meaning, it can change everything. When I first saw you in my dream, I didn't know why I saw you and what was the reason behind it. But when my eyes met yours for the first time, everything changed for me.

Day by day, you slowly became the reason I couldn't sleep, or eat. The reason I wanted to see you everyday and the reason I felt sad or even cried when you didn't respond my messages or my calls. The reason I felt jealousy for the first time in my life. The reason that I felt all these new things, and among these , love.

But, nothing can be undone right? Just like in your, I mean mine situation, we can't turn back time and save our world.

I couldn't save you. That was my biggest fear , and it came true. Because of my stupid actions you left. I don't blame you though. If I wasnt that inpatient , now you would be in my arms, not laying unconscious in a hospital bed.

As I said, we can't turn back time. We can never forget or delete what happened in the past . Its the same for all the people.

But,

Whatever happens in the future, even if I'm not there,

I hope you can find the peace and happiness that this world couldn't give you...

I hope you'll be hapy and healthy, with no worries, no crying , no disbelief...

I hope you'll finally manage to be a person you couldn't be ...

Free, peaceful , bright , hopeful and all the things you couldn't be.

But this time,

You won't be on your own.

Be sure that I'll always be... on your side.

You won't feel me physically and the same is for me. But I'll be there.

Because I love you

I hate the fact that I have to end this with the word I hate the most... But I have to.

Goodbye Mary, see you soon.

Park Chanyeol. "

As soon as Chanyeol read this letter that was originally written long time ago, a tear fell from his eye and a smile formed on his lips.

He was finally going to meet her after all these years...

"I'm coming " He thought as he slowly drifted to an eternal sleep.