Natewantstobattle(One Shot X Reader Part 4) (Complete)?

Nate's.P.O.V
(Still the flashback but this time is Nate's)

i am always alone.....Alone in the darkness.....Everyone hates me....Everyone leaves me......I dont have any friends....i dont have anyone to trust......i dont......My family even dosent care about me....But....i always question myself....Why do i keep smiling? Why shouldnt my face be upset? Why am i always so cheerful? Why do i help others but they dont help me back?.....I dont understand a thing about myself....Why did i exist in this world if no one loves me.....Why do i always gets a cruel side....I wish...i wish someone would notice my pain and suffering.....i wish....

But then it happen today.....As i was walking on my home....Suddenly i stop as i looked at the dark alley..i saw two or three kids...beating...Beating a girl. i went up to them and punch on of the bully in the face and i fight the rest of the bullys to. i look at the frighten girl. i saw a couple of bruises in her hands and it was bad. i land her a hand but she slap me away. She looks so frighten....She then started to passed me before i would react that she is running away. i cant help but chase her. i caught her by gripping her hand. i looked at and saw a couple of tears in her eyes...I guess i scared her...i told her i was sorry to frighten her, i cant help but gaze at her (insert color) eyes. its so pretty....

it was an awkward silent but then i speak up. i told her my name and she told me hers to. Her name is Y/N...Thats like the name i read in my favorite book! I love that name so much! i told her that your name was beautiful! but what she replay is that her name was ugly. i was pretty surprise that she didnt know her own name can be so gorgeous. i told her what it meant she smiled and blushed and looked away. I giggled of how she looks so cute! Wait....Nate nonono dont think that way...i dont like her as that...or maybe i am....

I grab her hand and we start walking. She as where are we going. I said we are going to my house. She said we just only met. I told her thatss fine we are friend now right? Her eyes widen as a single tear fall down from her eyes. Was that word really actually mean it? did i.....really said that? But from the looks of her...she seems so frighten and sad. I can also feel so is lonely the fact she got bullied too like those big jerks i beat. i get the feeling....i will get along with her.....i wanted to know her more......thats why...i'll try and see how it goes..................i wish she didnt leave me...like the rest of the others....If she did......then once again....

I live in this rotten world

To be continued....

Nyheheh sorry to cut it short i aint really creative right now but i promise that this one shot will be great! just sit back and wait...yeah wait...patient....Also umm guys i got a big NEWS! i am going to singapore next sunday! YAAAAAAY! guys shhhhhhhhh and lisen this is embarrasing but i never EVER get outside from my country that is indonesia. So its all exiting to meh! YAY! Maybe you will meet meh in singapore! Pffft maybe if recognize my face XD So yeaaaah! If you did you gonna tell me whats story i wrote or else i will get confuse anyway have a nice day and i'll see you guys in the next chapteh! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee