Please save me (Newtmas kitten au)

As soon as the door closed Thomas heard a loud whimper followed by a groan coming from behind the door.

Thomas walked to his couch but the noises coming from the kitten boy were making it hard for Thomas to concentrate. Thomas knew he was gay, and having an adorable kitten boy with sexual needs literally a few steps away was making it really hard for Thomas to not be turned on.

Thomas lay on the couch and put on the TV. He flicked through the channels but he could hear Newt in the other room, there was a mix of pants and moans coming form him. Thomas tried to block it out but he couldn't.

'This is only pre heat?' Thomas thought to himself. 'What will happen when he starts to go through his proper heat tomorrow? And it lasts 5 days!'

A loud moan cut Thomas off from his thoughts and that almost did it for Thomas. He quickly clicked on a random channel and put the volume up. The TV show 'four weddings' was playing.

Really? Wow this really just highlights the gay now doesn't it?

Thomas tried to convince himself that this show was more interesting that the really hot moans coming from a few steps away. Thomas looked at the clock to see that it was 11:27am and that he and Newt haven't had breakfast yet. He got up to go to the kitchen when he heard Newt vomit into the bucket.

Small groans and moans were mixed in with whimpers of pain which made Thomas frown.

Thomas went into the kitchen and started to make two sandwiches with cheese. After he had made them he placed one on the bench for him to come back to and the other he put on a plate to bring to Newt.

Thomas stopped in his tracks. He had to go into that room to give Newt the food. Thomas was a bit nervous of what he might find and he was a bit nervous as to how he would react to what he saw. Thomas took a deep breath and picked up the plate, and he started to walk towards his room.

"Newt?" He whispered then knocked on the door. No answer.
"Newt?" He said again and knocked again.
"T-Tommy, d-don't co-come in-" he was cut off by a loud groan.
"Newt you need to eat, I've got some food here" Thomas said in reply but he could hear Newt breathing heavily.
"N-no, I'm n-not hu-hungry" he quickly replied. His voice sounded strained and scratchy.

Thomas wasn't giving up.

"Newt you need to eat please let me in" he tried. Newt really didn't want Thomas to see him like this. He felt disgusting and dirty. Needless to say that he didn't want Thomas to see him naked either. Newt tried to pull as many blankets over him as possible, but the pressure of the blankets against his body made him feel as if he was suffercating. He needed to cover himself.... and the mess he has made on Thomas's sheets. This made Newt frown and feel worse.

"Ok Newt I'm coming in ok?" Thomas said causing Newt to panic. He quickly pulled the blankets over himself just as Thomas opened the door. Thomas saw that Newt was under the blankets and sighed.
"Newt, I'm just going to leave the food here ok, get it when your ready" Thomas said but Newt just whimpered in response.
"Newt? Are you ok?" Thomas asked. He was really worried about Newt and that he could hurt himself. The article that he read about heats came into his mind and how someone should tend to the individuals needs rather than let them try to satisfy themselves.

"T-Tommy I ju-just-" a pain filled whine cut him off and that did it for Thomas. Thomas went over and pulled the blankets away from Newts face. Newts eyes were closed and his cheeks were flushed with dried tear stains. His ears were pressed down against his   messy  hair and his lips were slightly apart, panting.
"Newt.." Thomas whispered and the kitten boy slowly opened his eyes. They were glassy and his pupils were dialated.

"I d-didn't wa-want you to see m-me like t-this" he whispered, holding back the groan that threatened to break free.
"I'm here to look after you ok? And if this is only pre heat, I'm worried about you having to go through proper heat" Thomas whispered honestly.
Newt let out a small whimper and closed his eyes. His lips parted and his breathing picked up pace.
"Cramps?" Thomas whispered and Newt nodded slightly.
"H-hurts" Newt whispered as fresh tears made their way down his flushed cheeks.

"Newt, is your proper heat much different to pre heat?" Thomas asked, Newt nodded and attempted to while the tears from his eyes.

"P-proper heat is s-similar bu-but I j-just ge-get a lot m-more n-needy and there is s-some m-more symptoms" Newt whimpered as he clutched his stomach again.
"What other symptoms?" Thomas asked as he sat on the bed next to where Newt lay. Thomas ran his fingers through Newts messy hair causing Newt flinch at first but he eventually leaned into the touch.
"I g-get a l-lot mo-more needy, h-hot flushes, um, I v-vomit more, I c-can't sleep properly, I g-get r-really emotional.... I t-think that's it" Newt whispered and Thomas felt awful.
"That's terrible..I'm so sorry" Thomas whispered but Newt shock his head.
"It's n-not your fau-" a whimper cut him off and Thomas ran his fingers through Newts hair again.
"Not y-your fault" he finished but Thomas shock his head.

"I just don't understand why you have to go through this, it looks so painful and uncomfortable and this is only pre heat..." Thomas trailed off looking down at the broken boy who was looking back up at him with glassy eyes.
It was silent for a few seconds, only the sound of Newt breathing filled the air when Thomas finally gained the courage to ask what he's been wanting to ask.

"Newt, I looked up what  a heat was and I read some things about it and one of the things that it said was that it wasn't good if the person going through the heat 'satisfies' themselves but it also said that someone else should... help them.. so I was wondering that...if you want, I could help you, when your heat starts properly. Only if you want I just don't want you to be in pain or trying to do it yourself if you can't since I'm here and I'm willing to help..." Thomas trailed off looking down at Newt who was looking up sat him with scared eyes.

Newt was terrified. He knew that he couldn't satisfy himself since he had been forced to do it before, but the through of letting someone else touch and be that close to him again scared him. He had come to trust Thomas over the past few days that he had known him, but letting him literally have sex with him was something that really terrified Newt. Newt knew that if he didn't let Thomas help him, that it would be a very painful next 5 days. He didn't know what to do. Should he trust Thomas? It would make things easier and less painful for him but that means giving himself to someone, and the last time someone touched him it wasn't out of love. That was enough to make Newt decide against it.