Behind Aphmau's wings

It has been a week since I told Laurence about my past and he has kept his promise, sometimes he asks me if I'm sure that I'm the one who did all that harm, but it was me, it doesn't matter how much I want that to be just a mind game I did to myself, I was outside taking care of Lilith when Leona scared me while she was playing with a stick, she was in her wolf form and I thought she was an actual wolf, I don't know exactly what I did then but next thing I knew she was lying on the ground with some injuries and Lilith was crying, I took Lilith back to the house and went to look for someone to help, Brendan and Kiki carried Leona back to the village

"Do you know what happened to her?" Kiki asked me sobbing

"I'm not sure" I responded

Then Laurence came in to see what was going on, he was looking at Leona with terror and then looked at me

"Aphmau, may I talk to you in private?" Laurence asked

I just nodded as we walked away

"What happened?" he asked

"Laurence, I think I did this to her"

"That is not true, Aphmau"

"We have to face the facts, I am dangerous"

"Don't say that!!"  he shouted and caught the attention of everyone

"Let's face it, I'm out of control" I said as I walked away