Your Protector

ROSE

I stood on the front porch of the Cullens house in my PJ's just looking out into the woods. I haven't gone home yet we let Seth and Leah go see their imprints after me and Jacob decided with the Cullens this thirsty it was to dangerous to have them around new scents. We know the Cullens would never intentionally hurt them but it's just better this way. I'm also having Seth stop at my house and grab me and Jacob clothes. I smelled a wolf and quickly got off the porch my eyes going gold and Sam's thoughts filled my head

"Rose Mary she's fallen sick" Sam thought to me and I looked around the woods as Edward and Emmett walked out. Emmett slung a icy cold arm around my shoulder probably for protection

"show yourself Sam" I demanded and Sam's black wolf stepped out

"Your lying I just got off the phone with her" I lied , I don't believe Sam. Jacob jumped out growled

"YOU KILLED HER. SHE DIED BECAUSE OF YOU" Jacob yelled and I stepped in between Sam and Jacob watching both. Sam's thoughts when crazy and he ran off Jacob when to follow but I grabbed him

"no" I said petting Jake and he licked me ran off

"he doesn't like being around you in wolf form" Edward stated and I nodded

"I know he thinks he'll hurt me" I said and we all walked back inside and Edward looked at me shocked.

"he thinks he'll hurt you? Even when he's in his wolf all he thinks about is keeping you safe and alive" Edward and the word alive got to me. Why doesn't Jacob just trust my judgement

"hey babe" Jake said coming over to me and I glared at him

"is trusting my judgement to much to ask for , I swear you've never trusted any decision I've ever made just leave me alone" I snapped and stormed up the stairs but it was taking an awkward amount of time so I just flashed me and Rex into the living room.

"Ask Rose" Rosalie said and I sent her a glare

"Rose isn't in the mood to be asked anything" I snapped sitting across the room and she hissed at me

"awh did I offend the kitten" I mocked and she rolled her eyes turning around to face Bella

"what the hell was that about?" Jacob asked and I rolled my eyes and just looked at Kylie Jenner who was on the TV

"Man I would go lesbian in a heart beat for her" I said and Bella laughed shaking her head

"You've said that since what you were 14?" She asked and I nodded and Jacob stood in front of the TV

"hello I'm trying to stare at my future wife" I said and Jacob turned the TV off

"no what was that I don't trust you shit" He snapped and I just got up and walked away from him. He grabbed my arm and without thinking I threw him backwards. Emmett caught him and I tried to hide the look of regret but I knew it was evident. Jacob stormed past me bumping my shoulder lightly and I just wanted to rip him into pieces.

"Rose" Bella said and I held up my hand

"no" I said and walked out and when to me and Jakes room and I sat on the bed and started meditating. I need a break and the god squad is like family , I felt the pull on my chest and the slow ripping feeling and I slowly left my body. Once I was completely out and I sped up to heaven to be met by Castiel.

"Your troubled" He said and I sighed

"more than you'll ever know" I said walking to the waterfall with was my favorite part. I took off my shoes and dipped my feet in the water just kicking around