Pauline
2 weeks later...
I was fired by my manager. His reason was I'm not in shape already. I don't see what's wrong with that. I mean, I'm just modeling for shirts and jeans not lingerie.
And as for Asking Alexandria, We've gotten so close but Ben's kinda avoiding me for no apparent reason. I tried talking to him but he always say he's busy.
They're having a gig at a bar not so far away from my apartment. So I'm going to see them later but I'm really worried about Ben. I don't know what's going on.
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Ben
I LIKE her. Yes, I knew it from the first time i laid my eyes on her. But I can't tell that yet. I'm scared that she doesn't like me back. This is unusual, I've never been scared of this shit. But why am i right now?! And I've been avoiding her these past few days.
"Yo Benny boy! Pauline's coming over and we're going to pick her up. Wanna come?" Sam asked.
I don't feel like going anywhere right now...
"No, Sam." I replied.
"What's the matter?" sam
"Nothing mate, just go." I told Sam off.
I guess after 30 minutes, they arrived already. Someone knocked on my door and I immediately opened it.
"Hi!" Pauline said. I just smirked and sat on my bed.
"I'm so excited for the gig tonight, you know." Pauline said as she sit beside me. I just nodded and smiled.
"What's your problem, Ben? Last time I checked we were having a great time and now you're avoiding me. What the fuck is your problem?!"
"Nothing's wrong!! Why do you fucking care?!" I raised my voice.
"Why are you an asshole?! I'm just worried about you for God's sake! What's your problem?!" She said. She's now screaming.
"BECAUSE I LIKE YOU OKAY?! I FUCKNG LIKE YOU!" I yelled.
"wh-what?!" She said, gasping.
"You heard me. I said I like you, Pauline." I admitted. I noticed that there's tears brimming in her eyes.
"I'm so sorry" was the last words she told me before she walked away. And little did I know that she's now walking out of my life......
Pauline
I walked out of Ben's room and went downstairs. I LIKE Ben. But the problem is, I need to go back to England. My father lives there and I need to go back to him. I don't want a long distance relationship, it might not work.
"Hey Pauline! Sup?" Sam said then he realized I was crying.
"Why are you crying? Is it Ben?" He asked. I continued crying.
"Babe come one, talk to us." Danny begged.
"I need to go." I said quickly.
"But what about the show? Wait what the hell is happening?" James said. Confused.
"I'm moving to England." I replied. "But why? And can't you stay for the show?" Cam asked worriedly.
"You guys don't understand. I need to go. I'm sorry."
With that, I ran away from the person I love and the people that mean so much to me. i will hate my life forever.
