The Demon Inside {Killua X Reader} PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION!

Chapter Dedicated to MarshmellowPuff Since she is my best friend IRL~!
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(Killua's POV)

"I wanna hide the truth i wanna shelter you" I mutter, reading lyrics to a song that has been dropped off at our front door. Kurapika said that Y/n is most likey communicating with us with these songs. "But with the beast inside theres nowhere we can hide, no matter what we breed we still are made of greed, when you feel my heat, look into my eyes, its where my demons hide, its where my demons hide, don't get to close, its dark inside" I write those words on a piece of paper and go onto the next song.
(Demons by Imagine Dragons)

"All my friends are heathens, take it slow, wait for them to ask you who you know, please dont make any sudden moves...you dont know the half of the abuse"
(Heathens by Twenty Øne Piløts)

"Your magic, white rabbit has left its writing on the wall" "We're falling and we're losing control!"
(White Rabbit by Egypt Central)

"I sat alone in bed till the morning im crying there comming for me, i tried to hold these secrets inside me my minds like a deadly disease, im bigger than my body im colder than this home im meaner than my demons im bigger than these bones, all the kids cried out 'please stop your scaring me' i cant help this awful energy god damn right you should be scared of me, who is in control? <3"
(Control by Halsey)

Those were all the song lyrics she sent us these past 6 years.

Im not ashamed to say that i miss her, even though she left us....Even though she left me. I never really got to tell her how i feel, i still have feelings towrds her.

"K-KILLUA!!" I hear Gon's voice as he runs in the room, panting like a dog.

"Whats wrong?"

"I-Its Y/n!"

"Wha-"

"She sent another letter!"

"More clues? We're never gonna find her with just cl-"

"No! Look and read it" Gon demanded, handing me a torn envelope which I assumed he already read it.

"I dont give a fuck about you anyways, who ever said i gave a shit bout' you?"
"You know i give a fuck about you everyday, guess its time i tell you the truth?"
(Play Date by Melanie Martinez)

My eyes widen, Tell the truth? A smile creeps up to my face.

"I KNEW IT!! I KNEW WHAT SHE SAID WAS A LIE!!! Y/N IS GONNA COME BACK!!"

"Killua...She only said she might tell the truth"

I stop jumping and look at Gon his eyes showed saddness

"I know she's gonna come back i have a feeling..."

"We should tell Leorio and Kurapika" Gon suggested

"We havent seen them for years"

"Yeah i know, but i have a feeling that one of the 'Moon Assassins' is Y/n" i nod my head in agreement and we head off to find Y/n.