My endless depression....?AU Sans X Depressed!reader? (Book 1 To Undersanity)

What is depression like?
It's like drowning expect you can see everyone around you breathing...

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Toriel said I'll be going to school today, great...

Just put on a smile.. no one will ever know...
That im drowning...

I was already to go to school my normal time 4:00.

I know it's really early, but I'm use to this time....

...

I decided to walk, I don't want to bother anyone...

I wrote a note on the table and walked out,
I was alittle closer to school now.

I walked up the steps to see only about 5 other people, I walked passed them into my usual Spot by the tree.

For some reason this tree calms me... it was a mini apple tree with fresh vines making a comfortable seat on the ground.

My stomach growled, I guess I'm hungry, I took out a chocolate bar I stole from chara and wolfed it down.

I already knew everyone's names since it's been a couple weeks since I moved in.

It was Nice, but everything good comes to an end, a new girl came up to me.

Here we go...

"Are You the one dating chase!? You Slut" she said her bitchy voice odiously showing.

"No I wouldn't date that asshole in a million years." I said, they were shocked by response,
"You worthless freak! How dare you call chase an asshole!" She said, but one word hit me like knives...

Worthless....

Why should I care...?
I don't... because it's the truth....

I am worthless....

....

I walked away from her, and ran out of school with my backpack, I needed to be alone...

I ran into the forest not knowing where to go...

I sat down against a log, and cried...

I fucking cried... good job cry baby...

I hugged my knees and sobbed... but I felt a boney hand around my shoulder hugging me.

Whoever it was sighed,
"HeY iTs OkAy..." the glitchy voice comforting me, I didn't know who or what but I didn't care, so I cried into its jacket.

We sat there for god knows how long, but I finally looked up to meet his face.

He looked like sans but he was darker and had glitchs, I still had tears in my eyes, he hesitantly wiped them away.

I blushed he was close to my face, but whatever I'm fine with it.

He seem to blush dark blue, but we kepted hugging me anyways.

"So... I'm Y/N, Nice to meet you?" I said,
"YOu CaN cAll Me ErRoR" error said his voice kinda glitchy, "wHy wErE yOu CrYiNg?" Error asked, "oh well... it was just some bully at school, I'm use to it" I said frowning alittle.

"Heh they were right I'm worthless" I said sniffling from my tears, Error looked at me with sad eyes.

"DoNt LiStEn To ThAT GiLcH," Error said, "thanks error." I smiled and hugged him again.

But just as I did a portal open...

Your filled with...

BRAVERY.