Fukase x Reader-The Day I Became a Monster

-Partly based on the song The Day That I Became a Monster by rerulili ft. Fukase-

~Fukase's POV~

I let out a groggy sounding groan as I woke up in the middle of the night yet again, what time is it now?

I check the clock and heave a sigh, 3.00am... Seriously? I am so pathetic I cannot even wake up at normal times? I should just-

...Those dark thoughts are back yet again... Well, maybe Oliver who let me kindly live with him and his bird James won't try to stop me this time, he is my one and only friend but probably either because he isn't accepted by society either or he just pities me, my deformed at birth self and we both are called the mutant rejects by students...

Either way, tonight is the night, I will end my worthless life, I kept trying to tell myself that those jerks at school will not get to me but finally it has. I can't take being this feeble, ugly monster anymore; one who only wollows in self pity and lonliness... Longing for... Someone to complete me but I have accepted fate now and I will never find the girl who will brighten my life.

I have accepted my descision.

I grab my blood stained coat, how did I get this stain again? Oh, yeah! Len and Kaito were beating me up again because of my dreadful appearance until I was bruised all over and coughing blood, why do they hate me? I will never understand it but oh well. I don't have to understand...

My sweet little pet, Point followed me out the door as I silently try to leave, he follows me everywhere so that may be a problem, I just head to a nearby lake, once again it is 3am so no one should be out here at this time of night, I can finally stop the self pity and I can finally stop curling up in a ball as I cry pathetically, saying again and again Who would ever love someone as feeble as me?' and I will ask myself that question... One last time.

"Who would ever love someone as feeble as me?"

"What do you mean by that?" I hear a female voice say, I look over my shoulder, I see her... The most beautiful girl I have ever seen holding a lantern with a burning candle as she walks to me.

"Exacly what I said... No one would never love me..." I answer straight up, she heaves a sigh.

"Look, no matter how worthless you feel... There is one person out there, one person who will make sure you know you are worth something because you are that persons whole world... You will find love, you need to wait..."

She was so kind? Wasn't she at all bothered by my appearance?

"What's your name? I have never seen you around these areas before." I say softly

"________, that is because I recently moved here from (c/n) and will start school tomorrow..." The girl, I now know as _______ says "What's your name?"

"Fukase, it is very nice to meet you."

"It is very nice to meet you too, Fukase-Kun! May I ask why you are walking around here at 3am without some sort of light?" She asks with concern with her voice, she is the first person apart from Oliver who has expressed any sort of concern for me, it was refreshing.

I sigh then silently and vaguely admit to the fact I am trying to commit suicide.

"I was... Trying to end it all..."

"Trying to end it all?"

"I am just a monster... A meek, hideous crybaby... Everyone at my school says so." I answer "I can't go on anymore."

"Fukase-Kun... Those people are the ugly ones, not you... Remember that when they say those words again..." _______ says, her words really got through to me... I don't know if it was the actual kind words she exchanged, how she said them or if it is just her in general but I felt relief for the first time in... Jesus, god knows how long.