The Elements (CURRENTLY BEING EDITED AND REWRITED)

I groaned when I opened my eyes because my head hurts so bad. I seat on my butt and rubbed my temples.

Man. What's with this massive headache? Am I missing something?

My alarm clock shows 5 AM and I was more then surprised to see it. Usually, I would wake up panting from a nightmare around 2 or 3, but now is 5 and I woke up because I have a headache.

Weird.

I thought and walked in the bathroom to get ready for a new and fabulous day. Please feel the sarcasm.

When I switched the bathroom lights on and when I saw my reflection in the mirror, I gasped terrified. My clothes are all covered in blood and I have some scratches on my arms. My hair was down and messy but I remember that I put it up in a messy bun before I-

My eyes widen when I remember what happened yesterday. I blacked out in the kitchen, on the floor, and I woke up in my room, all covered in blood and bruises.

Shadow, what the fuck you did this time? What you got yourself into?

Everything has a price, little me.

I jumped in surprise and started to look around when I heard that voice. Wait. That is the voice that spoke to me yesterday, in the kitchen.

What the fuck you did??!

Me? I did nothing. The real question is what you did because I am you.

What I did? What the fuck I did?? I'm starting to panic here because I don't know what I did, but judging by how I look, it's so fucking bad. 

I quickly strip out of my bloody clothes and stepped right into the shower. A shiver run down my spine when the cold water hit my warm skin. I let the cold water to cascade down on me while I rested my head on the shower's wall, with my eyes closed.

Can I make a more idiotic decision then all the ones I made until now? I think that I already broke the record at The most stupid decisions a person has ever made. How can I be this stupid? How? How I can't remember what the fuck I did?

When my fingers were pruned and when I was shaking from the cold water, I rubbed off all the blood and stepped out of the shower. I quickly changed in a pair of black sweatpants and a big grey hoodie, so I can hide all the cuts I have on my arms.

6:30 AM

I have another hour and a half until school starts to get ready and take breakfast, but I don't know how I will take breakfast without facing those traitors. 

My heart ached when last night memories flood back in my mind. Why would they lie to me like that? I had all the rights to know what happened there and to know about Black and his story.

Black.

Another sting hit my heart just at the thought of his name. This boy confuses me. One moment is all sweet, kind and all jokes, then he is all cold, mysterious and refuses to tell me a thing. What's his problem? I don't understand him, but here's the bright side: I don't understand lots of things lately and this puts me a little on the edge. At last I'm a lot more calm then last night, that's for sure.

You should not be so calm, little me. You don't have a reason to be calm. Everything that happened should make you to ask some serious questions.

And if you are so smart, why don't you enlighten me a little. What questions I should ask?

I was getting very annoyed by this stupid voice.

You can get annoyed by me how much you want, but you can't get rid of me. I'll always be here, I'm your mind, haunting you. 

Haunting me? I thought that you wanted to help me? And answer my question.