Mistakes //p.j.m// *Completed*

"I missed you"

I stood up about to take my leave
"Oh. I think I should go.."

"N-No Lee, please.. just please"

I inhaled deeply and sat back down
"What do you want Park?"

"I just wanna talk"
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Jimin and I talked for awhile- More like he spoke and I just listened.

This whole time while listening. I couldnt help not looking at his hair, his eyes, his lips.. The little things that made him perfect. I missed him as well but I didnt want to get hurt again. But to be fairly honest.. I was hurt being away from him.
He was my first love. He was he one person I thought I could spend the rest of my life with. Though the decision he makes, ruined that thought and left me broken.

"So what do you say?"

I blinked a few time
"Huh? S-Sorry I wasnt paying attention.."

"Oh. Its alright. I was just asking if we could hang sometime. I mean as friends- I-If thats okay with you"

I took a deep breath-
"I dunno Park.. That might not be the best idea

Jimin looked down at the coffee cup in his hands
"Ah. I see.."

It went silent-

Jimin cleared his throat before speaking

"You see.. I just want you back in my life again. We dont have to be together but I just want to know that you're still here. That I can still see you, talk to you. I dont want to see you leave again.."

I didnt reply. I was confused. I had no idea what the right thing to do was. Do I let him back into my life and just be friends? or do I leave and never speak and see him again? This was a hard decision to make and despite of the feeling I have for this one person..

No I cant just leave him.. But I cant suffer  from the fact of wanting to be with him but not wanting to get heartbroken once again...

"Oppa-"

Jimin head shot up and looked at me with wide eyes of surprise- I guess he was shocked from me not calling him 'Park'

I cleared my throat.

"You were my first love. We've spent so much time together. We did things that I never see myself doing with anyone else.. You were there for me. You cherished me like no other. Ive missed you so much to the point where it pained me every night, crying myself to sleep.. I wanted you back.. I wanted to wake up every morning to you being next to me... I wanted to spend every last moment that I could with you...

But you hurt me and I never want to feel that pain again. I love you Park Jimin but I dont know if I can handle being with you again"

Jimin lowered his head and balled his fist. I felt as though I was about to cry.

I then stood up and made my way to the door. I tried to hurry home but someone grabbed hold of my wrist-

"Lee, wait"

Jimin turned me around, looking me straight in the eyes as he pulled me close

"J-Jimin. Wha- What're you do-"

He cut my sentence off by smashing his lips onto mine. I couldnt help but to kiss those sweet full lips of his back..
This was what I missed. This is what I yearned for. This was what I wanted for so long-

He broke away from the kiss and pulled me in tighter

"Hyunlee. I know that I hurt you. I know that I was stupid in the past but I can never stop thinking about you. About us. You changed me without me even realizing it. Ive been with others but I never loved them as much as I love you. You are my world and when you left.. everything went downhill. I just want you in my life- Just dont leave me again"

I pushed away from him and tried to think of what to say to him but my mind was blank. Was he serious? Or was he just saying this to hurt me again?

"J-Jimin I-"

I couldnt find the right words to speak ..

Jimin took my hands into his and took a deep breath-

"I love you so much Jung Hyunlee. I want you to know that I will do my best from now on to never hurt you again. Its okay to just stay friends but I want you to know that you will alway hold a special place in my heart that no one can take. You will always be my first love and I will never forget the times we spent together. I love you so much. Just stay with me-"

he paused and stared into my eyes

"Even if I do nothing but make mistakes"
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A/N;

This is the end of the fic. Im sorry if I just wasted your time with this cringe-y horrible story but I tried really hard to make it at least enjoyable and I failed miserably and ended up forgetting a shitload of things..

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