I just want people to understand I wasn't born to match their definition of PERFECT. I was born to be the crazy music lover and book nerd that I am today. I try my best and try to please everyone but I make mistakes and I get mad over stupid things. I sometimes can't help it and I just wanna ball up into a corner and cry just to let all my anger and confusion out.
APPARENTLY I WAS BORN INVISIBLE AND I CAN'T HELP THAT...SO SUCK IT UP AND EITHER LET ME BE OR GET AWAY FROM ME.
I have one way of letting my anger out besides crying and that is to write so what your reading right no is my anger being released and written or should I say typed out for you all I guess to read. I hate being a teen because life is so confusing and I can't help but get mixed emotions.
I can't help you if you don't help me , getting mad and saying your done isn't helping me it's making it worse. So i guess by the morning I'll cool off but I will never forget what you said to me. I help my friends in the time they need a shoulder to cry on but I sometimes expect to have that in return.
I'M NOT PERFECT AND NEITHER ARE YOU.
I didn't ask you to say your done and give up on me that's what you chose so I guess this is goodbye and good luck I hope you can do better than me.
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Why do I have to be so messed up in the first place?
