As if my phone went off. All eyes were on me, either mad or irritated on how I interrupted them on their precious time in this quiet space. It'll be the only time you'll probably get the attention you've always wanted, but the opposite.
I've felt a way no one has, I have no one, what family, they're all dead. My relatives, I can conclude they've given up and don't even recognize who I am. I'll admit I'm lonely, but I have no one to go to. Everyones fake, everyone leaves one day, any year, any month, any day, any hour, every second.
Where you're alone, and independent. Expected to be loyal and grateful for everything offered or gifted. Don't pity me. I know I can do it, I'll make it happen.
Where no one will feel the way I did
No one will look down on you the way they did to me
Don't expect to be appreciated by others, they'll just diss you
But I expect you to enjoy life, before it ends
- Kim Dohee

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Hidden Struggles | jeon jungkook
Fanfiction"If only you knew" "I regret it" "Hiding it from you" "Please forgive me..." "Because I love you!" -jeon jungkook ?smolgguk 161220 - began