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Chapter 11: So Damn Helpless

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Im sorry if this is short i grabbed my laptop out of my mom an dads room while they are gone to the store. Im grounded and I'm risking being grounded longer to write a short chapter.

I love you guys!

Here it is!!!!!

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"I don't know!" He shouted back. I back As far away as I could. My back hit the counter.

"Maybe we shouldn't be together!" I yelled back.

"No we shouldn't! The only reason I ever dated you is because I felt sorry for you!" He yelled. I felt tears threatening to spill over my water line.

"Felt sorry for me?! What would you be sorry for?!" I screeched.

"For you parents getting in divorce because of you! For you cutting yourself! All you are is a charity case!" He yelled.

"Okay then! We are no longer dating and don't think of coming near me!" I yelled walking into the other lads room. They were all asleep except Louis. He was wide awake.

"He didnt mean any of that." Louis said to me as my first tear spilled.

"Yes he did. He is a lie okay?" I said.

"No Diana he says things he regrets when he is mad. Trust me." He tried again

"I guess he says stuff he regrets every day because all he does is yell at me." I snarled.

"Let me show you a song." Harry said. All of them were awake now. "It will show you what Liam is afraid of. Afraid of what you will do." Her pulls out his phone and types a few things before a guy started singing. I about died when I heard the first few verses because they describe me.

(A/N: YOU HAVE TO READ THE LYRICS IN ORDER TO UNDERSTAND THIS WHOLE CHAPTER)

She's only seventeen, her whole life's ahead of her

She hates school because the people are discredit her

Her boyfriend tries to show that's not how it seems

But every day she just gets lowered with her self esteem

He lets her know that every night will have a brighter day

She even tried to overdose and take her life away

She's feeling hopeless there, just sitting down beside her bed

And then he takes his hand and places it besides her head

He tries to hold her but with every touch she still resists

and then he sees the scars that bury deep within her wrists

She's feeling numb, he tries to beg and plead and ask her why

She says this way has she control of pain she feels inside

He's asking her: "How long it's going since you felt this way

because you got me here just feeling so damn helpless."

She says: "It's been a while, I guess I needed better luck."

And then he screams at her and tells her: "Baby never cut."

Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own

But listen pretty lady, you don't have to be alone

So baby don't cut, baby don't cut

You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut

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