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"YOU STUPID TWAT, WHO THE BLOODY HELL ARE YOU TO PLAY WITH HER FEELINGS, HUH?!", Murdoc yelled, punching Stuart multiple times, even without giving him the chance to speak. He was lying on the ground in pain, all covered in blood and bruises. Painkillers wouldn't surely have helped with that. Murdoc grabbed some of his rum bottles and locked himself in his room, still in anger. Stuart was left there, alone, heavily breathing, no one would have helped him. Hurting you was the last thing he wanted in his whole life, you probably were the only good reason to keep living with in that house, being forced making music and money for an abusive man. Well, there was no reason anymore, he wanted to leave indeed, to escape, trying to forget about you, even if he knew that was almost impossible to make. 

He still lied on the floor for about half an hour, his mind full of thoughts and regrets, for loosing the only love of his miserable life. He was remembering happy times, those kisses you used to give him, your beautiful figure, your reassuring and soft voice; that only had to be a blurred memory. He packed his old ripped rucksack, with some water, painkillers, money, devil's lettuce, a blanket and his melodica and decided to leave a little note. He just picked a piece of paper and a pencil:

Dear y/n

you have been the best thing ever happened to me, even if it's just ended. I'm gonna miss that, so bad. I'll miss the amazing person that you are, not like I am. You are the nicest, sweetest and kindest person I could have ever met, you fulfilled my lonely and painful days. I loved you, I love you and I will love you for the rest of my life, for how long it could be. I wish I could hug you, kiss you and cuddle you, but all I've done is just having hurt you. I'm never gonna forgive myself for this. I don't deserve you, you didn't deserve all of it. 

Stay safe, I love you. 

- Pot, Stuart Pot.

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End of chapter 33.

A/N:

I'M SORRY, SO FUCKING SORRY GUYS.

I'm aware it took so long and I'm just going to explain why. This is like the hardest time of my life and I have been struggling with myself a lot. I also have pretty huge author's blocks, but that's not the main reason, I can work it out. I love you all.

P.S. WTF 24K views HOLY SH

and sorry if it's short, promise I'm gonna update