When your vision gets blurry

JJs P.O.V.

I knock on Josh's door but theres no reply. I also know he is in because he always stays at home when he's upset about something. I unlock the door with the spare key he gave me. I hear someone crying it's coming from Josh's bathroom so I lean on the door so it opens slightly. There is Josh with a razor to his skin red dripping down into the sink.

'Josh omg Josh! What have you done?' I cry out I feel my eyes water I knew Josh was sensitive but I never thought it would lead to this.

'Jj....i.....' Josh muttered but the words wouldn't come.

'Josh why would you do this it's going to upset everyone so much. It upsets me to think your so unhappy. Please don't blame yourself for all of this. You obviously got the wrong idea with Megan but thats no reason to go this far!' I am still shocked beyond belief I really didn't expect to see this happen.. ever.

'Jj it was all my fault though wasn't it I have messed everything up for all of us we've lost the missing puzzle piece that we have only just recently found. I deserve to feel pain'

'No one ever deserves this! How can you say that Josh your such a kind caring person and I am not gonna let you do this to yourself. You definitely don't deserve this ok,' I grab the blade which is hanging from his hand so he can't do it again, 'Josh come to my house I can't stand the thought of you doing this to yourself again'

He nods and washes his cuts under the tap . I shiver as I see his blood go down the drain.

'C'mon then' I grab some clothes for him. We get into my car in silence. I don't bother calling Caterina because I know she won't mind. Our plan with Megan will have to wait.

....

'Jj?'

'Yes Josh?' I look over to him as we pull in to my driveway.

'Please don't tell anyone about what you saw. Not even Cat.'

'I won't,'' I promised to him knowing this secret was going to be a hard one to keep.

Georges P.O.V.

'Hey Emily? Can you meet me at the coffee shop in 10 I need to talk' I ask my best friend.

'Sure. See you later Georgey'

I hear the bell on the door ring as Emily walks in I smile at her as she beams when she sees me. I hug her tightly and she hugs me back.

'How are things with Jake?' I ask her as he is her boyfriend who shes been with for 3 years.

'Its great! Actually I have something to tell you George. I'm pregnant.'

'What? Wow iI'm so happy for you! That's great news, really cheered me up' I smile my real smile which no one has seen for a while.

'Aww whats happened George? Is it about Megan that girl you told me about a while ago?'

'Well yeah, her and Josh well I went round Josh's and he was kissing her just outside his door as I walked up to his house..'

I told her everything even the things I didn't tell Jaymi. That's the great thing about Emily I can tell her everything.

Megans P.O.V.

My phone suddenly starts blaring out Union J and I realise my phones ringing so I answer it.

'Hello? Megan?'

'Hi mum!'

'Megan, you might want to come to the hospital it's your brother he's had a serious acccident we are really worried about him please hurry and get here!'

'I will be right there mum'

What?! I don't understand what I have done to deserve all this misfortune lately what did I do wrong? I really hope Harry's okay I don't know how I'll cope if he isn't. I can't begin to imagine what's happened because he is such a careful person. I don't want to imagine how he is it's horrible. I am going to find out in a minute anyway.

Next part done yay hope u like it :) will update really soon watch my instagram @ujmonkeyarmy or my twitter @emilymurshelley or follow me to find out when i update~ Emily xx