The Fear Of Loving A Brother ~* COMPLETED~*

     The morning was coming up as Leo was just getting up and came out from his room and knocking on Raphs door. " Raph you up?"
   " Yeah just... give me a minute.." Leo heard Raph say as it sounded like he was a little out of breath. So Leo just nod and spoke. " okay I will be waiting in the living room." Leo then left the door and went to his room grabbing his bag as well as the picture and placed it in the bag.
    Leo walked out of the room and closed his door as he went to the living room where Splinter was there to say Farwell as the other two brothers where still asleep.
    " Leonaordo are you sure you want to go? If you ever want to come back ho-"
   " I will be fine father. Raph and i will be back in a year with a more calm Raph." Leo said Interrupting Splinter as well as smiling while they both heard Raph and came over as he looked like he was sweating a little as Leo said nothing yet while Splinter nod his head. " Farwell my son's and please have a safe journey."
    Leo and Raph too bowed as Leo smiled. " We will farher... let's go Raph."
   Leo started as Raph bowed at Splinter again then started behind Leo. They walked out of the lair and in the seweres.
    Once Leo knew they where out of Splinters hearing he then looked at Raph a little but still walked as he spoke. " Are you okay? When I knocked on the door you sound out of breath... Then when you came out you where sweating..."
    Raph blushed hard and looked away as he still walked behind Leo. " that's none of your darn business!"
   Leo looked at him as he thinks and widened his eyes fast and turned his face away with it turning red. "O-Oh! N-never mind!"
   They then stayed silent as they where getting close to the ships sense they where going by boat like Leo did last time. But they where still jumping to rooftops as they saw the shipping docks to their view.
    " how long will we be on the boat?"  Raph asked as they got on thr last building and looked down the docks seeing people loading things on the ships. " just a day. So we have to say silent and be carful to not get caught."
    Raph gave Leo that duh look as they landed on the docks slowly getting their way into the ship using the big box's to hide them selfs behind.
   Leo lead the way as they got in to the lowest part if the ship. Leo stopped at the corner and it looked pretty well hide with the box's around.
    Raph sat down not with alot is sweat but he was breathing a little hard as he also signed. So Leo came by Raph and sat while getting his back out then going in it.
    Leo grabbed two breakfast bars from his bag and handed one to Raph. " here."
   Raph looked at him then the bar then grabbed it. " thanks Leo... for coming I mean..."
    Raph said that as he looked at his bar not opening it while he looked a little down.
   But Leo saw Raphs face and smiled as Leo opened his bar. " it's nothing to Thank me for Raph..."
     Leo then took a bite of his bar as Raph looked at him blushing a little. " still..."
   Raph then started to eat the bar Leo gave him slowly as he looked down and eat it as Leo looked  at Raph finishing his bar. " Raph..."
   Raph looked to Loo as he wondered what Leo wanted to say know. " I am here for you... yes we fight alot but that dose not mean that I don't care for you... you are my little bother and I will never abandone you."
    Raph blushed again and said a little low as he leaned a little in. " Never?"
    Leo nod with a smile looking at him as he said to him calm. "Never..."
    Raph looked away fast blushing at Leo's works closing his eyes. " Raph?"
   " I'm just still tired..." Raph said laying down having his back to Leo. But Leo nod his head and sat there looking at Raph. " Okay. Get more sleep I will keep watch."
    Leo heard Raph go right back to sleep with his soft snores witch Leo thought was cute in witch he did not know why. Leo then put a hand on  Raphs forhead lightly and blushes. " this is wrong... I cant... I shouldn't have these feeling like this of you Raph.."
   Leo then moved his hand away and pulled out the picture looking at it. " we are brothers... and both guys... it's not right..." Leo then put the picture back and closed his eyes leaning back as he tried to stop his blush.
    ' I like Raph... that is why my heart raced like yesterday... and why I was so happy hearing the Raph was the one taking care of me...' Leo said In His head wishing these feelings where not there. ' it's not like Raph feels the same... he is tough... muscular... handsome...'
   Leo stopped himself and shook his head as he looked out the window of for ship as they started heading out to the ocean and to the ancient one.

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    Splinter was sitting in the living room really wishing Leo did not go. But Splinter knew that once Leo had somthing in his mind then he would go for it.
   As Splinter sipped his tea Mikey came running out from no where as Donnie chased him. Splinter opened his eyes seeing his son have black smoke in his face. " Donatello what happened?"
    " Mikey pressed a botton that I told him ' Not to press!' And he dose it any ways!" Donnie yelled pointing his wranch at Mikey. " I'm sorry Donnie bottons are just to fun not to press... you never know what will happen.."
    Mikey said trying not to laugh. Then Splinter signed and spoke. " Donatello go clean your face and Michelangelo... go in the dojo and start training for a little.."
    Mikey frowned but listened going to the dojo as Donnie cleaned his face.