My Angry Alpha √

It hurts...bad. But who cares? Huh! I don't. Because that's what I have learned. Don't care too much because it brings pain.

Experiencing my first shift on my eighteenth birthday all alone in a forest nearby my high school dormitory isn't something that I had imagined. But then many things happened in this one year away from pack life which I wouldn't have imagined myself being a part of. From coming late for all the lectures to openly dissing unworthy teachers in the class I had done it all. Someone had to face my anger and they happened to be the sacrificial lambs. So be it.

But then as you know - Shit happens.

God. Trust me, I never paid attention in my biology classes but right now experiencing all my 206 bones snapping and joining and twisting I have enough knowledge in the bone study-related department by now!

Ah...I could even surpass my teacher's knowledge. Kidding! Kidding!

"Fuck," I muttered when the bones and muscles of my face changed their shape. It hurts like a bitch. As fur began to grow on my body, my mind drifted back to that day when things changed. How I ran away unable to take any more or even talk to Knox about it. Because I did not want an explanation consisting of lies

And then who cares huh? Not me. I have learned my lesson and so I am who I am today.

The new Anouk who you surely wouldn't like to mess up with. The badass, the bitch.

As if I give a flying fuck about what my classmates think about my absolutely reserved behavior or what my teachers think about my wild temper. I looked at myself and saw platinum white fur covering my body!

Awww.....so pretty. I wish I could show this to Chriz. Or even yet my parents! Yes, I even left them behind.

Because I was angry. Bloody angry that my own dad lied about Knox being my mate. I mean how could he? I was his daughter for heaven's sake yes...I said was. Also, the fact that my parents did not try to contact me made my suspicions more clear that this is what happened. My own people played with my heart.

I had enrolled in this human high school far away from my pack as an orphan. It's called Silver Spring High. Situated on the outskirts of a hustling and bustling town this school was my best bid when it came to seeking refuge. Also, I cashed in some money from my dad's card before choosing where to go so that they would be unable to track me. As if they would? Because if they would have wanted to, they could. Perils of having fucking high hopes are that when it is shattered you feel alone and empty – defeated.

People here are pretty good. I mean we don't have stuck up bitches and pervert boys over here. Reality check. Things like that happen only in stupid books and teen fiction drama series and then this is the real-life we are talking about. But then again I had my share of drama and fun. Why should I stop living when I had done nothing to deserve that kind of treatment from anyone? Life goes on and people move on. So will in.

'Hey, girl.'

'You?'

'Yeah me.....your wolf. I am Celine nice to meet you Anouk.'

'Fuck. You mean, I had, my wolf - all the time with me?'

'Yes?'

'And you did not even introduce yourself?'

'Now, now. Where is the fun in that?'

'And here I considered visiting a psychiatrist once.'

'Oh!'

'So now what?'

'Let's go for a run.'

'Yeah let's run apparently that is something I am good at.'

'What?'

'Nothing.'

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