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few days later, when she gets all better, she told him what he needs to know. he can't keep to wait that long.
"we got different mom, of course. doyeon's mom left home when she was two or so, and dad got married to my mom. she thought my mom is the reason her mom left so till now, she hates both of us." soyeon said. "she learned hatred from she was a kid. there's no cure to that." she scoffed.
"so how did you leave the house? and why?" jimin caressed her hip lovingly. they're lying down on their bed, just having another lazy night together.
"we lived like a family for awhile until dad found another woman. mom and dad fought a lot. every night there'll be things crashed the wall. mom cries, dad will be drunk. and doyeon would make things worse by picking a fight with me. the house was a hell. she put all the blame on my mom and me. to the point mom even took pills for her stress and one day, she's gone. she's overdosed. she didn't say goodbye or anything. she just.. gone."
jimin didn't say any words. he took her into a tight hug and wipe her tears. he never seen her cry like that. he never know soyeon have gone through a lot. "i'm sorry, baby."
but tonight, she don't want to hide anything anymore. he have to know this, wether he accept her or not.
"from that moment, things were fucked up. he remarried once again. i couldn't accept that, he get married when its not even a year since mom were gone. what worse, doyeon and stepmom are like, the same person. they wont let me attend family gatherings, they talk shit about me to dad. and dad treated me like i was invisible in that house. to be honest, everything doyeon said is true." she look at jimin. to find any expression in his face. deep inside, she didn't want to tell him this.
"i do drugs. but i swear i'm not addicted. i went to club a lot, too. i did everything, ruined myself just to forget whatever happened to me. i'm alone. i was a disappointment, an embarrassment. i don't deserve to be there. i thought that i should leave and i did." from lying down, she gets up. avoiding to face him. "and few days ago, doyeon come to tell me that dad really crossed my name from the family registration. i'm alone now. i got no one, jimin. my past.. is disgusting right?"
she sighed, when she heard he said nothing. "i understands if you're shocked and i know, its hard to accept this. i'm ready to go,"
he said nothing, either. thing she fear the most. its happening now. once again, she cries. a lot. as much as she said she's ready, she's not.
"i think i better get going now," soyeon said but jimin hugged her from behind. tightly, like he don't want to let her go.
"you're not alone. you have me." jimin said. soyeon could feel her neck is wet with his tears. she cried harder.
"i will be with you now so don't you dare to think about leaving. ever." he turn her around to see her face. he gently strokes her hair and stare right to her eyes. "you've been strong for a really long time. you take care, you protect yourself for a long time. now let me do it all for you. hm?"
she said nothing but she hugged him. thank you.
+a/n + its 1:12am here and this is a short chapter for y'all +
