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♡Sam♡

I rubbed my eyes as I pushed the snooze button on my phone. I close my eyes and wait a few moments... Yay, school, best thing ever in the intire world.

See I don't like school I just want to get it over with okay?

I throw the covers off myself and raise up as I groan, and also the first thing I do is wake up Colby, but not like a normal person. I walk into the bathroom and fill the despenceable cup full of water.

I walk down the hall and slowly open the door to Colby sleeping peacefully, I just adore him a bit- Sam what are you doing?! You're straight!

I sniker and walk over to Colby, before I could pore the water, "Don't you do it Sam Golbach, you will regret it."

I but bit my bottom lip at his hot morning voice, "damnit you ass!" I laughed out.

"Hey language," he paused "Night." I rolled my eyes and yanked the covers to the floor. "WHAT THE HELL!?"

"Get the frick up lazy ass," he groans and gets up. I walk out of the room to get ready myself

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"Come on Sam, Shae is here!" Colby yelled through our apartment.

"Ok I'll be there in a minute," as I looked in the mirror, 'you are gorgoues today Sammy boy!'

I walk down the hall to see Colby and Shea kissing. I silently gag to myself. I had a feeling I dont know what it was but it was a weird feeling and I hated it.

I cleared my throat, and they pull apart. "Hey Sam! How are you?" Shea asked awkwardly.

"Doing good, yeah, thanks for asking," I mumbled and I kelp my head down. I walk to the car and climb in the back, I took my phone out and put on music. I looked out the window the whole time. While Shae and Colby, talk about relationship stuff. They won't last.. I can tell Colby doesn't truly like her, kinda like he's hiding a secret. A deep one and he's always fidgety when I walk in on him while he's "reading". I've know Colby for 4 years. I know everything about him. I know when he likes a girl i know when he lies, and I also know when he's hiding something big from me. It kinda makes me mad. But hey, it's whatever! It's his life and he can do whatever he wants with it.

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We show up at the school and I roll my eyes and I walk in, last year... This is your last year, come on Sam you can do this! I pump myself up knowing we only have 4 months of school left.

I go to my locker and just stand there staring at my phone, scrolling, double tap.. Oh shit he's hot... OH MY GOD SAM WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?! I yelled at myself in my mind, I've been so weird with that shit... You're not gay, jeez.

♡skip 3 days♡

Wow. I'm gay.. Let me fill you in, I've been having fantasys about Colby. And hot guys at my school! And girls I try to convince myself i like, it just doesn't work! There just eh! They wear to much makeup!! They try to impress you to much. And a guy, we are chill. It's all cool.

Also my only friends are Colby, Devin, and Reed. I have no friends that are girls, so no one can really tell. I act pretty straight... I think, I mean I have been called faggot some times. But 'bullies' don't get to me. There just asshole and God will handle them!

I'm so tired of school, I'm tired of learning for today!! And also Jake Webber is coming over to my house today! We have to work on a project! Oh and also if you are confused Colby and I live by ourselves in our apartment. It's chill, i like just living with one person... sometimes.

"Hey Golbach come on," Jake shook me from my thoughts, I replied with "okay" and packed my books. I texted Colby letting him know that I was riding home with Jake. He read it but didn't reply.

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Jake and I walk in to my apartment and we sat down with our board.

"So what first?" I looked at him just to see he was already staring at me with a smirk. I was awkward so I didn't  know what to do.

"So Sam, I mean we can all tell.. You're gay. " my heart raced, he stood up from his spot on the floor. "It's like you're trying to hide it but.. You're not doing a good job at that."

I just kinda stared at him scared and afraid, "Oh babe don't be scared.. because the truth is your not the only gay one here." he smiled evilishly..

I just stand there, not moving a muscle. "J-Jake please don't tell anyone, please." I begged almost in tears.

"I won't, as long as you dont.." he smiled and I nodded.

I did not know what was going to happen after that. "Sammy boy, just let me take it from here."