Memories With You (Jhope X Reader)

A/n
You ready fo' this? Listen to some music or something.. Cuz this will be long af.. :^) And BTW.. I have no freaking clue how airports work.. so Dont murder me.. Plez

Reader's P.O.V

We arrived..

Jin's on the phone..
That pain.. Its still there..

"Yeah.. uhuh.. Yeah.. Ok.. Good bye.." He ended the call and smiled at me..
While dragging his luggage..

"Who was that?" I asked.. Im shaking.. I feel like I want to break down.. I feel so lost....

I remember I had this feeling when the accident happened..

A feeling of regret?

"Oh I just told my friend to pick up the car and he can have it.." He replied smiling at me..

"I-I see.."
I remember him putting the keys under the car..

We walked to a receptionist..

And I just sat there..

I felt a twist on my chest.. It was unbearable.. I felt the pain of stabs..

Making me shiver in pain..

Jin approached me.. and placed his hand on my shoulder..

"You okay Jagiya?" His words pierced me..

I hate the way he called me Jagiya..

I hated his touch.. I started to hate his touches..

I brushed him off.. Something that Ive never done before..

He moved his hand away..

"Whats wrong?" He sounded concern..

Usually.. I would know what the hell's wrong with me..

"How the hell am I supposed to know Jin?" I looked at him..

My eyes are getting clouded..

"Explain to me why I feel such an idiot when you ask me whats wrong with me?" I snapped..

Im raising my voice.. People was looking at us then looking away..

Im starting to lose it.. I cant keep it together..

Ever since I got out of that hospital.. I felt this uncertain.. painful.. suffocating..feeling.. that I felt before...

I want to run..

Run.. and run.. Until my legs die..

Jin sighed heavily..

I felt his warm breath on my forehead.. I clenched my fist..
I need help..

"I love you.. Youre my bestfriend..If you want to go.. Go.." He finally broke down the silence.. it was only for a couple of seconds that felt like eternity..

I stared right at his eyes with my heart beating faster every second..

What does he mean.. "Go"..

Go where.. Why Go? Where to?

"Run.." He said motioning for me to go.. and do what he said..

Run.. he said.. I want to that.. ever since I got in his car..

He hugged me.. and let go immediately..

"Just go.. Y/n.. Or else I wont let you go..." His words broke me.. to tears.. I have no clue why Im crying..

But somehow.. I am..

I glanced at my feet.. and looked back at him..

He nodded with a sad smile and I ran..