D.N.A

Secrets

"Bro you gotta fucking tell her ass, Amb been with yo ass for eight years bro and you done did some dirty shit to Amb and she still in love with yo ass, on some real shit man up bro, Man the fuck up and tell her," I said

"Man if you fucked up with Jaz-"

"First off I wouldn't fuck up, but if I did I'd tell her, yeah she'd be pissed and wouldn't talk to me but everyday I would show her how sorry I am Man when we got some good women, they love our asses bro, tell her bruh cause if she hear it from somebody else shit," I said shaking my head.

I started to think about Jazz, I swear I would never put her through this shit, and I meant what I said if I had a secret it would be hard but I'd tell her.

I looked over at Jace and this nigga was really crying, I felt what he was going through though, Amber was his everything, and if he lost her his life was over.

I reached in the sun visor and grabbed some napkins. I handed it to him. "Wipe yo fucking face, man up bro you wasn't crying when you was fucking that hoe, take some consequences for yo actions, we gone see Q, and then we going back to the crib and you gone tell her everything.

He took the napkin and wiped his face. Just as I let the window down some more I received a text. One from Treasure and one from Jazz. I decided to ignore Tre and open Jazz message.

My Everything 😍

Me : 😍😍😍🤤

My Everything 😍 : I love you babe

Me: I love you too mama

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Amber -

"Girl that pizza was sooooo good," I laughed as me and Jazz hopped in the car.

"It was I'm going to pout and whine and make Kendrick come back later," she replied as we both giggled like school girls.

"You have him wrapped around your finger he fusses but does whatever you say," I chuckled.

"I can't help it," she said innocently. We both laughed. I plugged our phones into the two way car charger and started up the car.

"So I have to handle a situation that's why I brought you with me today," I said sighing thinking about Jayceon.

"No problem I'm down to ride what's up?" She asked.

I sighed rubbing my temples thinking about Jayceon's stupid ass. "Around the time me and Jace got into like this Big argument he stormed out the house and I followed him hoping he wouldn't do anything stupid, he went to the strip club the same club where his ex worked, I watched him get in the car and I followed them back to her crib, he didn't come home until three days later, I studied him, I asked him did he fuck around he said he did but he didn't tell me who I mean he was partially honest,

A couple months later we were chilling on the couch watching tv when his phone kept going off like mad crazy, he left out said he had some business to take care of, I let it go until large sums of money was withdrawn out our account, then I checked his Facebook and Dime his ex bitch, sent him pictures of a little girl, I went by to meet her,

I've been waiting on Jayceon to tell me the truth, I know I may seem stupid for staying by his side but I love him Jazz with every fiber in my being and I ,"

I couldn't help it the tears had started flowing down as Jazz grabbed me into a hug.

"Hey, you're not stupid, you're just like me in love, you love him so much and it's clear that you do but he's a jackass, I was in the same situation with my ex Cory, despite me knowing he was an asshole,

I still loved him and forgave him and took him back when he didn't deserve a second chance, and now I have Kendrick, I can tell Jayceon loves you but he needs to man up before he loose you, I can feel the love from both ends, but he needs to wake up," she replied.

"He does because I love him so much," I sniffles as I rub my eyes.

"and from what you've said and kendrick has told me I know you, so what are you going to do?" She asked.

"I know she's been threatening to out him to me I've seen the text messages, so I'm going to put her in her place, and make that nigga tell me the truth, then I'm going to make him see what it's like to lose  me since he wants to keep playing games," I said and drove out of the parking lot.

"Are you going to leave him?" She asked.

"I don't know what I'm going to do Jazz even though I should leave his ass," I said slapping a tear from falling down my eyes.

"I don't really-" before Jazz could finish her sentence her phone started ringing.

"It's Missy," she said answering. I nodded and turned the radio down some deep in my own thoughts, I honestly don't know what to do about Jayceon but he had to feel my pain he had to know what it's like being stabbed in the back over and over again.

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Jazz POV -

"So the show is going to be this Friday in Philadelphia at the Union Transfer, we need you to bring your A game, Then Saturday we want to get you in the booth ASAP and start recording," Missy replied.

I silently squealed with so much happiness, but then I thought about Kendrick and the kids. "How long will I be gone for?" I asked .

"A week, we also want you to be signed with RCA but me and Timb will manage your music," she replied.

"I need to think about contracts and stuff but will this trip be just for me or can I bring someone?" I asked.

"It's business so we just need you," she replied.
I sighed knowing Kendrick wasn't going to go for that, I guess I was silent for too long because she interrupted me from my thoughts.

"Jazz are you going to be okay with that?" She asked.

"Uh Y-yes that's fine," I replied.

"Okay we'll take care of everything they'll be a driver waiting for you at the airport," she replied.

"Okay, Thank you so much," I replied.

"No problem Jazz," She said before hanging up.

I sat my head against the headrest, I just knew Kendrick wasn't going to be okay with this but I prayed that he at least tried to understand, this is my Dream, everything that I've been wanting, Yes I want us to work but I want this more than anything in the world.

I took a few deep breaths remembering what the doctor said about stress, it wasn't healthy for me or the babies. As we pulled up to the house I prayed that he would understand me.