LIFELINE // JHS

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Dahyun pov

Tonight is the second night you stay at the boys (who you don't really know who) house. You only know their name and only that. To be honest, yes you feel safe staying here even you know one of them didn't like you which you also don't know why. He, who they said his name is Jin fully ignored you even how hard you try to talk to him.

Every time you try to talk, he will casually walk away just like that leaving you hanging. The boys always told you to just don't mind him but you can't. The inner you need to know the reason why he's acting like that.

You sat on the couch which is your currently bed and do nothing. You scared but you can't do anything. Everyone was already at their room sleeping, you guess. They trying to give you their room but you insist on just staying here since you already trouble them a lot.

You zoned out in the dark remembering all the moment you had with your parents before they left. Your parent is the best parent ever. Even they're busy with their job but they never left you behind feeling lonely. Thinking about them makes the tears run through your cheeks without you notice. You quickly wipe away the tears but the more you wipe it away the more tears went through it.

You just still can't accept the fact that they already gone. Left you with nothing. And by that, your minds come out with suicide again. Those just come out from nowhere makes you wondering how.

You walk to the kitchen slowly trying to get some drinks to calm yourself. Trying to make that suicide plan disappeared from your mind. Because you know your parent would surely against that. You get the mug from the cabinet as you pour the cold water from the fridge.

"why you haven't sleep yet?" you flinched a bit as you heard someone whispered behind you. Thank God you didn't drop the mug you were holding. Your eyes wide open when you see the person who ask you before. It's Jin

"I-I c-can't s-sleep" you stuttered. Shocked with the fact that he's talking to you

"oh I thought you want to run away after stealing our belonging" he smirked. He doesn't even hesitated saying that

"w-what? I-I'm—"

"Listen here Dahyun! Frankly speaking, I don't like you here! So please by tomorrow find your way out from our house! I can't trust anyone right now especially you!" he cut you off, half yelled as he walk away back to his room.

Oh my god! What did I do wrong to face this! I hate myself right now! You slide down to the floor as your tears start running out again nonstop. You just don't know why life is so cruel to you. Why you have to face this by yourself. At the moments, your minds once again pop up with those suicide plans as if that's the only solution you have.

You slowly drop your mug as you reach for the knife you saw on the dining table just now. You hold the knife so tight as if it could help you decide on which way you should go.

Now I swear this is the end of my life. I would rather die than facing this cruel world

Without further do, you bring the knife nearer to your other hand as getting ready to give it a very painful cut. Tears keep on flowing down to your cheek as you let out a soft sob don't want to wake up any of them especially Jin.

As it getting nearer to the hand, the kitchen light suddenly on as you heard screamed. No why they have to be up at this moment

"DAHYUN!!!!" Hoseok shouted as he quickly run towards you and stop you from doing so.

"NO! LET ME GO!" you yelled as you trying to let go from his grip but to no avail. His grip is too tight; you can't even move your hand out of him

He finally succeed on grabbing the knife out from your hand as he took you to his embrace and trying to calms you down

"shhhh...." He whispered and wraps his arms around you tightly as if not wanting you to go. You slowly calm yourself down as you stop trying to let go from his embrace. You rest your head on his chest as you sob softly. His hand haven't stop patting your back calming you down

15 minutes like that, your eyes suddenly felt hard maybe because of crying too much. And without you notice, you slept on his chest.

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Jung Hoseok pov

15 minutes silent when suddenly I felt double weight below me. I peep to her to see her eyes shut as she breathes slowly.

Is she sleeping? Sigh. Thank God I fast enough before she could do anything

"hyung, what happen? I heard you screa—" Jungkook approached but stop all of sudden when he sees our position

"WHAT HAPP—"

"SHHHH SHE'S SLEEPING" I cut him off

"what happen hyung? Why she's sleeping here?" he asks whispered as he gets on his knees maybe checking her condition.

He suddenly put his hand down Dahyun's neck and the other hand on Dahyun's below thighs as he carried her in bridal style. He gets up slowly and walks to the living room and put her on her bed (couch).

Woah! At least he had those sense though. He's a golden maknae for a reason

"thanks Jungkook ah" I mumbled as he smiled

"what happen hyung? Is she trying to kill herself again?" he asks again as I sigh and nodded in reply

"heol.. why though?" he mumbled

"I don't know. She didn't tell us anything right? Now, I can't even leave her alone. What should we do now Jungkook ah?" I said. It's true though. We can't even leave her alone because if we do, she would do something stupid to torture herself.

"it's okay hyung. We can still ask her tomorrow. Don't worry. She's fine now" he said patting my back

"you should go sleep now Jungkook ah. I can take care of her from now." I said

"araso hyung. You should sleep too. We have schedule tomorrow remember" he said getting up from his seat. I just nodded and he walks back to his room.

Why are you like this Choi Dahyun

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