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Chapter 10
"B-Billy"

(A/n shoutout to Pickles031 for giving me the writing powers to spill the tea 🙏🎈)
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WARNING ⚠️

Minor Cussing🎈

I wiped off the last of my tears as I stomped up the stairs.

I looked at myself in the mirror.

I swiped off Richie's over sized sweatshirt and shorts and changed into a casual dress I would wear every other day.

I kicked my dresser and sat on my bed.

I felt bad for this.

I felt terrible.

They had a perfect friendship. Then I came along and messed everything up.

I would rather Richie be happy with his friends then be sad with me.

I laid down on my bed and looked at the ceiling.

Bullshit.

100% Bullshit.

I looked at the un-opened makeup on my dresser.

My Mom gave it to me every year, thinking I wanted it to look pretty.
I would usually throw it blindly onto my dresser and thank her.

Never to be seen again.
I got up hastily and began to reach for the lipstick.

Would I look prettier?
What would I look like anyway?

I spun around as the door opened.

"Bill?"

He had red eyes.

"Listen S-Sarah, I'm sorry."
I listened closely to his stutter as my heart melted.

I always loved Bill as a friend, I never really thought of him as anything else.

But why was I now?

I got up and hugged him tightly.

"I j-"