Finding My Alpha

Willow

"Walking down the isle to my one true soulmate felt amazing, my wolf was so over exited, she might as well have been an olympic athlete with the amount of times she has ran around my brain. Seth wore his suit and I wore a snow white dress that Lily helped me pick out."

"Once I reached the end Seth grabbed my hand and held me close to him while we did our vows. We weren't having a party afterward like most weddings, neither of us wanted one, so the plan was to go to Turkey in our honeymoon."

"After the service we got in a car with just married printed out on the back while the man driving us got us safely to the airport. To cut it's short it was a long flight but when we got their we had the most wonderful honeymoon, a proper one as well." I told my father who couldn't make it over the phone.

"Wow, sounds like you had some fun!" He told me sounding tired.
"Why couldn't you make it again?" I asked as Seth walked up behind me and started to draw circles on my tummy.
"Businesses stuff, again i'm so sorry that's why I got Aubrey to go and stay with Lily." He informed me.

I turned my head and smiled at Seth.
"Dad I better go now, I have been feeling a little under the weather lately so i'm gonna go sleep." I informed. And the true was I really felt like I was going to throw up, must be flue.

Dad said goodbye and I turned back to Seth.
"Was that just an excuse or.." He asked, a little worried now.
"You know i'm not great at lying..." I mumbled as I turned around to hug him. He smiled as I rested my head on his chest, his arms eating me into a long hug.

He lead me to his office we're he still had to work and placed me down on the sofa in there by the window. He wrapped me up in a blanket and then sat at his desk.
"Am I not allowed on the living room sofa?" I chuckled.
"Nope!" He laughed as he began to dial a number on the phone.

His soothing voice speaking into the phone made me fall asleep almost instantly. I probably woke up about an hour later and I felt even worse. I rubbed my head and sighed, what the hell was wrong with me.

I couldn't.. Could I?

I ran into the bathroom upstairs, telling Seth to stay at work, just saying that I need to shower. I mean.. I was late.. I picked up my secrete stash of pregnancy tests that Lily gave me after the honeymoon. I told her I wouldn't need them but I suppose I did.

I chuckled to myself at the memory and began to do as it said on the packet. I let it sit on the side to do whatever while I got in the shower so that Seth didn't get suspicious. The cool water made me feel much better as I washed the soap into my scalp.

I washed my body with my hands slowly, enjoying the hot clammy feeling that you get when you wake up fall of my body. I got out the shower and wrapped a towel round me, picking up the pregnancy test and staring at the result.

Positive.

They always tell you to do it twice, just in case, so I did as it said again and left it on the side while I paced and randomly did my teeth. I dried myself of in that time and swigged some mouth wash also. Soon 10 minutes had passed.

Positive.

I put the two positive tests back in the box and exited the bathroom like everything was normal. I put on some clothes and went back downstairs to Seth who was now sat in the living room.

"I thought you were working!" I said as I began to massage his shoulders.
"I mean I was but Caleb agreed to do some stuff while I stayed with you for a bit." He said as he pulled me over to fall lightly onto the sofa.

I have no clue how I can keep up the fact that I have a small person growing inside me, it seemed impossible. I'm going to have to tell him now, otherwise i'm gonna feel really guilty for ages.

"Seth I have something I should tell you.." I mumbled as I played with my fingers, watching my lap.
"Willow, you okay?" He asked worriedly. I looked up and into his brown eyes.

"I'm pregnant Seth..." I mumbled lightly.