*ciel's pov*
That girl that was playing the violin just nearly dropped her violin. She didn't look well her skin looked ghostly pail and was swaying slightly. Soon she collapsed to the ground. Blood was coming out of her mouth as she layed on the ground out Cold. "Sebastian let's get back to the manor. Make sure she is okay and survives and show her the phantomhive hospitality without hurting her. Also get info on her." I say my voice nearly void of all emotion. "Yes My lord." Sebastian says. He starts to bend down to pick her up but I just wave him off. I bend down then to pick her up. She's really light. Too light. I look at Sebastian worried as blood is still slowly coming out of her mouth. I didn't even notice I was so caught in though but we are now in the carriage and I'm still holding this mystery girl. I lightly lay her head down across the same bench as I'm sitting in with her head resting against my chest. Her (h/c) (h/l) covering her closed eyes. I feel her forehead and get very concerned it's boiling hot.
*your pov*
I'm running as fast as I can but no matter how fast I run I can not escape the darkness curling menacingly around me. I start to feel the sting of the whip my parents used on me when I was 6. I look up to see my fathers cold expression as he continues to hit me repeatedly each time saying a different insult. "Stupid *hit* unless *hit* ugly *hit* pathetic *hit* slut *hit* whore *hit* monster *hit* mistake *hit* should be dead *hit* *hit* *hit*." I hear him say. Then I feel the familiar feeling of blood in my mouth. I then see my parents being stabbed right in-front of me. Then the killer turns back to me and licks the blood of the blade they used to kill my parents and laughs evilly. What scares me the most is they get up walk over to me pin my to the wall and say your next before stabbing me in the heart. I scream in pain and feel like someone is shacking me. Then I wake up in a heavy coat of sweat. Me shacking uncontrollably, and my throat raw from screaming. "Are you Okay miss....." Sebastian says and leaves it for me to fill in the rest. "(Y/n), (y/n) (l/n)." I say. He nods his head. ""lady (y/n) if you don't mind me asking what was the nightmare about?" Sebastian asks. "It was about my past." I say in a small scared voice. "What about you past?" He continues to prod. "The abuse and torture both mentally and physically all delivered by my long murdered parents." I say. He looks at me with his jaw slightly open from shock. Shock that I just openly told him I was abused and saw my parents murder. "how long ago did your parents murder take place?" Sebastian asks with slight hesitation. "they where a poor excuse for parents but a year and a half ago, why?" I ask. he nods his head sadly. "When was the last time you had an actual full fledged meal?" Sebastian asks . "When I was 5. 2 nights before the abuse truly started." I say. "Sebastian I actually have a question." I say. "And what would that be m'lady?" Sebastian asks. "where am I?" I ask. "Oh of course sorry your at the phantomhive manor. By the way my lord would like for you to join him for tea in the garden this afternoon." Sebastian says. "Okay." I say as I nod my head. "I actually have one lay question for you." Sebastian says. "And what would that question be?" I ask. "What did you mean by physically and mentally abused?" Sebastian asks. "They would call me names like slut,whore,monster,mistake, etc. they also wiped, burned, cut, and starved me." I say on He verge of tears. A single year escapes my eyes. "Im sorry to hear that my lady." Sebastian says. "Is fine I deserved it after all I ruined my parents lives." When I finish speaking I'm full fledged sobbing. "You did no such thing. If your parents said that then they where terribly mistaken." Sebastian says. I feel a hand on my shoulder and I flinch away. Then I look up and see it was Sebastian's hand. He kinda holds his arms apart inviting me for a hug. I gladly except. I am soon having my face buried in Sebastian's chest as he rubs my back trying to get me to stop sobbing. "Sebastian what is taking so long in there everything okay?" A strange voice asks. The voice I soon recognize to be none other then lord phantomhive's. A sob racks through my throat again and I'm still a whimpering sobbing mess. "Sebastian I am coming in." And before Sebastian can say anything lord phantomhive is in the room. "It's okay my lord. It's seeming as though I hit a nerve with one of my questions and it triggered a emotional breakdown. I'm actually surprised that this didn't happen earlier on." Sebastian says to his lord. "HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU NOT TO UPSET ARE GUESTS!?!?!" The young earl yells at his butler. I yelp and whimper and try to run away. Sebastian takes notice of this and gives his lord a quick glare before trying to get you to calm down again. Ciel then notices that you obviously became more freaked out when he raised his voice. He realizes quickly not to raise his voice or you'll freak out more and possibly have a panic attack which you are on the verge of. "Sebastian once she's calmed down get her dressed then lead her out to the garden and then start making Are tea." The young earl says to his butler not raising his voice. Sebastian just nods his head. Slowly your breathing starts evening out and your not crying an more. Sebastian then gives you a beautiful (f/c) dress to wear and some black flats. You thank him and he says something like "if a phantomhive butler couldn't do that he wouldn't be worth his salt" or some gibberish like that. Soon your sitting outside with the bluenette earl and Sebastian is off making the tea. You keep looking down and avoiding eye contact. Knowing very well that look in an earls eyes is basically begging to be beat. "Please look at me." The young earl says more like a command. You instantly out of fear look up but don't make eye contact. "Eye contact is the appropriate thing to do when you are being addressed and spoken to." He says. I look st him. My breathing becomes a little shakier but you promise yourself you will not break down again. I He obviously sees this is taking me will power to look him in the eye. "Why are you shaking it's just eye contact it's not like it's illegal to look someone in the eyes. It's actually a sign of respect." He says trying to calm me down. "When it comes from stupid useless pathetic slut as my father called me when someone like me looks you in the eyes it's like I'm begging to be beat." I say then I turn my eyes down again and refuse to look up. "You are none of those things you are not useless you are not pathetic you are obviously not a slut and obviously very very smart." Ciel says. I suddenly don't feel well. It's getting harder to see and the world is spinning. I start having a very bad coughing fit. "Lady (y/n) are you okay? You obviously are not what kind of question was that Ciel." Ciel says the last part he is just talking to himself. He walks over and puts his hand on my forehead and quickly pulls it back. "(Y/n) you are burning up..." Ciel is still talking but I can't hear what he's saying. I suddenly feel strong arms carrying me and look up to see Ciel carrying me and looking worried and serious and the same time. I can see his mouth moving like he's talking but I can't hear him. Before I pass out I manage to say one word "Ciel." Then everything faded to black.
