Switched By Souls??

An: Listen to the song i put while reading the chapter x

"I really can't believe you did that." I looked at him angrily.

I'm honestly so fed up, i lost everything i thought i'd always keep, i lost someone whom I thought he'd never leave me, I thought i'd be the one who would leave first, but it turned out to be the opposite and it aches my heart.

Triple the ache, triple the pain, triple the heat.

I pushed him away and ran to my room, Aphrodite and Apollo were dumbfounded legitimately and when i broke down into tears they immediately came to my lap, licking my face to calm down but I couldn't. I've never cried so hard in my life, because i have no where to go, i have no one.

My brother died, my husband committed suicide and my parents don't care about my existence. I can't put Tania and her boyfriend in such danger too. Because I'm not perfectly perfect, because everything I'll touch it'll be ruined.

Everything around me is danger, i am dangerous myself.

I picked myself up but I couldn't, my roots were pushing me downward, i felt my hands clenching into fists and I couldn't move them.

The tears started to dry, i wanted to cry more, it was out of hand.

What did i do to deserve all this?

I heard her cries and sniffles behind the broken door, as i chugged another cup of sour coffee, one last sip and i threw the cup across the wall, why did you have to do that, Edward?

As much as Mary is devastated, as much as i am dying inside.

She might have lost her husband, but i lost my damn brother, my twin, my duplicate.

And the blame is now on me, i got up and took the spell book, putting it on my lap.

Spell number 28;
The spell of thriving and surviving;
In order to survive, if one of the 3 souls wasn't available, obviously 2 souls would be left, if one of these 2 souls wants to seek survival, one of them must to leave the other blanked, get inside the other's head and pull his/her memory out. The blanked one would stay in his/her place forever, unstable to do anything anymore, and two memories would be stuck in the former's mind, to thrive and survive.
But surely, the former can't do anything, can't go back in time.
"I wanna take you home, you're gonna be blanked, but definitely not alone."

"I must use this spell.." I whispered to myself.

I opened the door, she has her head between her hands, her legs close to her chest, and her mind in complete mess.

I kneeled in front of her, and removed her hair from her face, i cupped her face and wiped away the tears with my thumb, her lip was bruised and her eyes were balling, reddish color.

Her tanned skin wasn't sandy anymore, she was jaundiced and bloodless, her lips were bruised and her eyes were florid. Her hair was messy and tangled into itself.

Then surprisingly, she put her hands on mine as i was still cupping her face. I wanted to cry at the sight of her. She was credible in my arms but she was solemn.

"I'm scared."

I remembered the spell and i let go of her.

"For now," i breathed out. "I want you to sleep, and I'll be right back."

"Ignatius," she called.

"Would you stay with me?" She asked, shaking.

"I don't think Edward would be very fond of that."

I weakly smiled, and she nodded.

I don't really know what i blurted, when he cupped my face i fell in deep bliss.

I shouldn't be feeling that way, I'm betraying myself, Edward.

A picture fell on my lap, i picked it up.

It was from my trip to Andorra..

"hey, I have my camera with me,"

He shrugged, "so?"

" I want to capture art and memories," I winked.

I replayed the memory inside my head, but i feel blanked.

Suddenly i heard some humming, i crawled to see where it was coming from.
"They way you held my hand,
Made me realize how much of a liar,
You turned out to be,
You told me we'd build an empire,
I kept sipping on the plonk,
Giving unstable nods,
You are not my destiny,
But you can't live without me,
I got stuck into you,
Into your odor,
Into the memories i live,
To hoarder,
No matter how many drinks i'll have,
One kiss can never relive a past,
I walked into a maze to find my one in a million,
I fell and hurt my knee,
You ran towards me,
The air was vanishing,
We didn't knew how to breathe,
But now all i gave you is gone,
My feelings for you are done,
I thought the empire we'd let my feelings shake,
But what a shame,
It fell on my head,
And i witnessed it break,
It all fell down,
Would anything stop that storm?
It all broke down,
And all i gave you is gone,
Dozens of emotions,
Dug and cracked my bones."

I don't know if i could call him a liar, or even a cheater, but he betrayed me.

I held her hands as i helped her stand in front of me.
She looked puzzled as she kept holding to my hands, her hands was shaking and she couldn't stand still.

Yet if i wanted the spell to work, we must be standing up. In that situation though, it won't work i assume.

"I wanna take you home, you're gonna be blanked, but definitely not alone."

Her mouth gaped wide open, as she stopped shaking, her eyes rolled backwards multiple times, it was working.

I smiled in victory, but the victory didn't feel right.

She fell into my arms, that means it's over, and the spell worked.

Her head fell on my right shoulder then I wrapped her in my arms.

"Baby,"

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