we will never let you go

Namjoon was staring at the computer screen in front of him, frowning at the notes of music that dosen't seem like they want to cooperate. "Aish what's going wrong why can't I fix this" mumbles Namjoon to himself. Nothing seem to be working, changing the tone, the bridge, the tempo nothing is fixing this piece. He has been working on this music piece ever since they finished dance practice. Namjoon sighed, dance practice today was very exhausting and he kept getting many steps wrong even when he knows them by heart. He wanted to go back to the studio to chase the exhaustion away but now the music was going against him.
"oh! Joonie you're still here? It's 3:50 AM!" Namjoon heard Yoongi gasp. God no wonder he felt tired he thought it was the dance practice, not realizing that he had been sitting in his studio for the past 7 hours. "Sorry Hyung I didn't pay attention to the time, let's go home" Namjoon's voice was raspier than usual concerning Yoongi. "Yah Joonie are you feeling ok?" asked Yoongi while he observed how Namjoon clumsily gathered his belongings nodding absentmindedly. The moment Namjoon entered the dorm he went to shower and then went straight to bed, not even eating his dinner that was left over for him on the kitchen table wrapped nicely.
He woke up the next day feeling like his body was made out of lead and his abdomen felt tight. He took a deep breath and changed his position, realizing that Jungkook is no longer in the bed above his, which is a rare occurrence since he wakes up the latest. He fished around for his phone to look at the time. 11:05 am, he slept in for almost 3 hours and no one bothered to wake him up but he was more surprised that the manager didn't blow his phone up, wait what day is it? He looked over at his phone again and sighed. Today was Friday and not Monday what's wrong with him? He managed to lift his body up and sit, wanting to lay back again, but he's the leader he has work to do; walking slowly to the bathroom to take a shower and catching a sigh of himself. His hair is pointing to all the wrong direction, face a bit pale, and dark rings under his eyes. He's definitely in a need of a shower. After he finished his shower he walked slowly to the kitchen already hearing his members screaming and laughing. They must have woken a long time ago. Once his appearance become noticeable, Seokjin called him loudly " Oh Joonie! You're awake! How do you feel?"
"how do I feel?..." Looking around confusingly
"I told them that you're not feeling too great, a headache or something after spending all of early morning in the studio" shrugged Yoongi not looking directly at Namjoon.
"Oh..oh thank you Hyung but I'm perfectly ok no worries" Namjoon isn't sure of that statement since the pull in his abdomen was a bit hard to go unnoticed but he brushed it off, probably a wrong position in his sleep or some muscle that was pulled during dance practice.
"Come over and eat something Joonie before we head over to practice" Namjoon went over to the table taking only a mug filled with coffee not having an appetite to eat something.
"are you guys having practice today?" he spoke while sipping on his warm coffee. The warmth easing the discomfort in his stomach a little. " yes, since we don't have schedule today we decided to practice a bit so we won't have to do it any other day" Seokjin was sipping his own tea looking more awake than all of the members. "Alright let's go to practice if everyone is up to it" but deep inside he wished that he could just go back to bed and lay down
Saying that practice was hard would be an understatement. Every move felt as if he pulled his abdomen muscles more. It was very hard to ignore, almost boarding on being painful. It felt heavy and the temperature of the room wasn't helping, it was way too hot for his liking. Panting, he went over to the water dispenser and drinking 2 cups to cool his heated body quickly; shaking his head when the water did nothing to his overheated body. "Hyung are you feeling ok?" He didn't realize that he was left with Jimin only, all the members left the studio. It took him a moment to catch his breath and nod his head at Jimin's question. "Are you sure Hyung? You can barely breathe" Than he felt Jimin's arms around his biceps guiding him to sit down and cool him down with a damp towel. He felt like he can breathe a bit easier now but taking deep breathes were more exhausting than he thought. I will close my eyes just for a moment.. just for a minute.. That's what he told himself as he drifted off to sleep.