we will never let you go

Untitled Part 1

Jimin was deeply worried about Namjoon, it doesn't take him that long to get his breathe back normally but today he seemed completely out of it. He and Hoseok decided to go easy on him today and not point any of his mistakes because of Yoongi's warning about him not feeling too well. He kept cooling the leader down with the damp towel until the members came back. The first one that came through the door was Jungkook, almost dropping his lunch on the floor from shock. "Is Namjoon Hyung ok?!" his frantic tone of voice alerted the other members and they all were sitting next to Jimin, surrounding Namjoon, in few seconds. Seokjin was checking him over for any injures that he might have sustained during practice. "I don't think he's injured, I think he's coming down with something. He hasn't slept more than 4 hours each day and I saw him early morning today he was out of it too" Yoongi spoke while checking Namjoon's forehead for a fever. Finding that he doesn't have any. "we had 3 hours of practice in, I think that's enough lets go home and eat our lunch there so Joonie can rest" Hoseok was already gathering Namjoon's belongings to pick them up with his own. The members sprinted into action gathering their belongings and heading out to the car.
Namjoon woke up for the second time that day feeling worse than he did when he woke up in the morning, his head throbbing and his stomach hurt. He groaned and placed his hand on his stomach but stopping when he realized that he was no longer laying down on the hard floor of the dance studio but something soft and familiar. He opened his eyes to see that he's laying down on the couch that belongs to their dorm.

"oh Hyung you're awake! Do you feel better?" The maknae line were playing video games quietly sitting on the floor next to the couch. Namjoon nodded his head at Taehyung and tried to sit up, wincing a bit at the throbbing in his head and the pain in his stomach. "Hyung you should eat your lunch you haven't eaten anything since this morning" Jungkook was already unwrapping Namjoon's food. Namjoon looked at the food, feeling like his stomach was protesting a bit at the sigh, not feeling hungry at all. "Kookie I'm not hungry.." Jungkook looked at him with big concerned eyes "no Hyung! You have to eat!" Jungkook looked over to Jimin for help. Namjoon caught the looks that Jungkook was giving Jimin so he gave in " Alright I will eat a bit" he gave them his dimpled smile and ruffled their hair. He took small bites from his mixed lunch box, feeling full after couple of bites. "Where are the Hyungs?" he didn't hear them around. "They went to buy groceries and some other stuff" replied Taehyung while trying to feed Namjoon more, which he refused to eat. After Jimin gave Namjoon some water they were surprised that he fell back to sleep again. They exchanged worried looks. "What do you think is wrong with Hyung?" Jimin was playing with Namjoon's hair soothing the headache that he didn't know that was there. "I don't know, I haven't seen him this exhausted before.. I'm really worried Hyung" Jungkook was gathering Namjoon's lunch. "It's ok kookie I'm sure Hyung is ok he just needs to rest" Jimin wasn't sure about that, feeling worried himself. The Hyungs came home a moment later with hands full with plastic bags. Taehyung and Kookie jumped up to take some of the pressure from their Hyungs leaving Jimin with Namjoon's head on his lap. "he's still sleeping?" asked Yoongi while taking his jacket and shoes off. "No Hyung he woke up for almost 40 minutes, ate his food, and he went back to sleep" Yoongi openly showed his concern coming over to the living room carrying the plastic bag filled with medicine. "what's wrong with him? He's usually not that tired even when he comes down with a cold" Hoseok came behind Yoongi, carrying a tray filled with mugs of coffee and hot chocolate. "let's wake him up and see what medicine we should give him" all the members were sitting around in the living room. Abandoning the grocery bags in the hallway looking at Namjoon concerned as Seokjin tried to wake him up. "Joon-ah come on wake up" after couple shakes Namjoon woke up, feeling a lot worse. His head throbbing non-stop and his stomach hurts enough to make him feel nauseas. "H-Hyung? I'm really tired let me sleep for 5 more minutes please" he was thinking about shifting to sleep on his side but before he attempted to he heard Seokjin's voice again. "No Joonie come on only for couple of minutes and then you can go back to sleep I promise" He sighed and tried to sit down wincing at the pain yet again. The look of pain didn't go unnoticed by the members "tell us Hyung what's wrong? What's hurting you?" Jimin came over putting his arm around Namjoon's shoulders. "I just don't feel well.. like I'm too heavy.." Namjoon was at lost for words, there was too much going on in his brain his stomach twisting painfully. Yoongi sat in front of him, understanding fully what's going on with Namjoon. "Calm down Joonie, over thinking won't help at all. Relax and breath slowly you don't need to worry about anything just focus on yourself right now". If the maknae line weren't freaking out before than they are now. They have never seen Namjoon in such condition before. "M-my stomach and head really hurt" they heard Namjoon speak very softly looking worn out. "I will go make you some chamomile and lavender tea to help calm your stomach and you down, it's really relaxing" Namjoon was about to protest but Seokjin cut him off before he even spoke "No Joonie you're going to drink it please" Seokjin left but not before he gave Yoongi a look that said "I will leave him to you to take care of" Yoongi shifted his focus back to Namjoon who looked like he was too tired from sitting down." Come on Joonie let's go to your room, it's a more comfortable for you." Namjoon couldn't help but feel helpless. He's a leader, he should be the one that helps them, he should be the one that takes care of them not sitting helplessly and be a burden. Him not feeling well is his problem he should take care of it himself and not burden them. Why does he always end up being the one with most mistakes and hold them all behind. "Stop it right now" Yoongi's voice cut through his thoughts. Namjoon looked at him shockingly. He didn't say what he was thinking did he? Yoongi sighed, shaking his head. "Namjoon it's ok to fall sick, to hurt, so let us take care of you ok?" The rest of the members looked at the two like they had a whole conversation with just their eyes. "Come on Jimin help me" Yoongi's voice cut through their thoughts again. All of them sprinted into action. Jimin helping Yoongi steady Namjoon as he wavered a bit when he stood up, Taehyung running to his room to clean it quickly from anything that he could possibly trip on, and Jungkook went to light a scented candle with lavender to help his leader relax and sleep comfortably. Once Yoongi and Jimin helped Namjoon to bed and Seokjin came with his tea. The members stood in the door as Namjoon took his medicine and drank his tea. Thanking them all with a dimpled smile as he laid down to sleep. The left the door open a bit so they can hear him if they need to.