Accept Me! || PanWink

Author's P.O.V

Guanlin is out with Seonho again but while they are having fun, Guanlin finally realize that he had left his phone inside the bedroom and his phone is definitely more important than Seonho. So they wrap their day and quickly went back to the apartment. But... what he doesn't know is... a lot of things happened by the time he is on the way.

Jihoon is seating on top of the bowl inside the bathroom with a pen and a piece of paper. He didn't bother to lock the door because he thought that Guanlin will come back home really late, like usual.

He scribbled and write something on the paper. The tears brimming from his eyes but he still kept his smile. A painful smile to be exact.

"I hope he will noticed this letter" Jihoon said while placing it on the sink.

He filled the bathtub with a cold water and grab a bottle of pill together with him. He seat inside the bathtub and fiddled around with the pill. He slowly opened it and choked in everything inside his mouth, down to his throat with a painful smile. He then drowning himself inside the overflowing bathtub. He could feel the world spinning around him and he started to have a difficulty in breathing but he still could heard someone shouting.

'Finally, you call me by my name' He thought before everything turned black.

For Guanlin, he feel like it is a vivid moment. He heard the sound of something clattering onto the floor and saw the overflowing water coming from the bathroom. He quickly make his way to the bathroom only to be witnessed something that he wasn't expected.

"JIHOOON!!" Guanlin shouted and sprinting toward Jihoon.

He take Jihoon out from the bathtub and shoved all of his fingers into Jihoon's throat but nothing happened. He thought that the older will puked out all of the pills that he have been eating but no reaction and it only making him even more panic. Only one thing he could think of, ambulence.

He didn't forget to take the letter and put it safely inside his pocket.

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"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" Jisung shouted after slapping Guanlin hard accross his cheek.

"Calm down hyung, this is not helping" Jaehwan stated, trying to calming his raging hyung.

The others are seating on the chair with a tears evident on their face. Parents? Guanlin didn't dare to tell the parents yet. He could only called his and Jihoon's friends.

"I swear, if he does not make it, I will kill you with my very own hand" Minhyun said before  stomping out from the hospital.

"Excuse me? Jihoon's relative?" A doctor ask making the others quickly stood up while wiping their tears.

"We successfully making him puke out the pill so he is okay now. He might couldn't make it if you bring him a minute later. He is still alive and breathing fine, however, I don't know if his soul is still alive" The doctor said leading everyone into a shocking state.

"Wh-what do you mean?" Jinyoung ask shakily.

"You see, he is still alive. But his soul is dying. He must have gone through a depression before and maybe, that's the reason why he wanted to end up his life with a suicide. Because he doesn't found a reason to live anymore." The doctor answered before walking away with the nurse following after.