desk notes → luke hemmings au

early update bc i'm going to miami tomorrow and i'm not bringing my laptop, so i might find a computer or something but anyWAYS, i'm gonna be in miami until monday so um, double update then OR MAYBE NOW??? i'm still thinking but most likey in an hour or so. ENJOY THIS EARLY UPDATE, LEMA SHIPPERS!!

btw, dedicated to @faintedstars bc i absolutely love the comments you leave - you inspire me to write more! but mostly you make me laugh a lot with most of your recent comments :-----)

| DESK NOTES |

you,

i was there, it was you who wasn't there!

you can even ask the librarian, miss hancock!

um, what do you mean? i don't recall telling you i didn't love you . . . ?

let me think for a moment, okay? i just need a little space to think, i mean, you've been on my back for the past two . . . notes about you loving me, when, frankly, i don't even know what love is. what is love?

how do you know when you love someone?

besides, six notes ago, i was so close to admitting my liking for you, but mr. katutis was right on my back so i had to stuff it in the desk, and afterwards i had completely forgotten about it.

i like you, anonymous. alright.

i'm sorry if that isn't enough for you, but that's all i can say for now. if you really loved me, you'd wait for me to love you back.

ema.x

PS; is this even possible? to love each other, i mean, when we don't even know each other? well, i guess we know each other - this is kind of like a blind date, you know? well, the blind part. we're like those couples in the 70s or 80s or - whenever it was when guys didn't care about what the girl looked like, or if she had a chest, and girls didn't care about what the guy looked like or if the guy had a big dick, they loved each other, no matter the circumstance. and . . . i like that - i like that, a lot, anonymous. but i love that it's you and i who have that relationship - i'm glad i left that note on the desk.

PSS; can you at least tell me your middle name?

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a lot of lema feels here.