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So, I was on the outside, again.... I didn't belong to the humans, or Beth... That's what hurt the most, losing Beth it ached. It felt like a lost limb. I know, everything that happened was my fault, and she probably never wanted to see me again. But, I had to save her.

I stayed at home for many days, too afraid to even leave the house. Theo hadn't been making many appearances, though he says he's looking for Beth. I think he's also a little let down by me.....

So yes, this means I'm starting to get bad again. 

Blurry Visions

Blackouts

Headaches

Panic Attacks 

Night Terrors

My humanity and sanity are slipping...... I'll need to start taking them, again.

My thoughts take over, and I realize that I'm so distracted by them, that I'm outside. Alone, and walking down a street that I'm unfamiliar with. Then I hear a voice, a soft whisper.

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I walk towards the whispers, and they lead me to a house that I should know. I stand outside of it, and suddenly a girl appears in an upstairs window. She has strawberry hair, and....

I know her. She's the girl, she's a banshee. Monroe told us about her. Lydia. 

Frightened, and wanting to run, I can't. I'm frozen, in place. 

But, the whispers don't stop, they keep coming. And when I try to balance my fear, and concentrate on the voices I listen. The voices are saying.

"Help her. She's still alive Nolan, she's at the hospital." Says Lydia, and the next time I look at the window, she's gone.

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Infact, my entire surroundings change. I'm now in the school, yet it's dark and cold. Something's here.

I walk along the halls, wanting to put all of my weight on the lockers, to comfort me. Something here was creating this fear. It was familiar. 

I continue walking, until I see it. A figure-a statue, frozen in time. But, I could feel them, I could hear their heart? But how?! 

I approach the statue, and prepare to tap it when I feel a presence behind me.

I squeeze my hands, and bite down on my lip. I do this to the point where my teeth began penetrating into my lip, causing them to bleed. I weep, and cry trying to force myself to move. But the voice, the thing behind me speaks. 

"Turn to me Nolan." It was.....It was Beth's voice, but it wasn't her. I could feel it, it was someone-something else. But, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't shake this command. It was like hypnotizing me- or controlling me. 

I finally unwilling turn to it, and there I see....Brett, Lorilee, Tiery, Jjiang, Edgar, and Gabe. They stare right at me, with no eyes. Then they morph into one person-being. Purple aura protrude from everywhere, its eyes are piercing cold.

I watch as the being's eye's look into my soul, and freeze time. Which meant, I too was turning into stone. 

Everything goes cloudy, before black becomes me. 

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Then I hear screams- my screams. I'm panicked- I-I can't breathe, I can't see. I yell in ultimate fear. Until I feel a hand place on my shoulder.

"Nolan. Nolan, are you alright?" Afraid to open my eyes, but I force them. And that's when I see.

"M-Mom, D-Dad." I say. and my mother comforts me. 

"Oh honey, it was just a dream." She says before hugging me. 

"No, no, it wasn't." I say, and when I look down at my hand I see blood.