Follow Your Dream (Andy Fowler FF)

Today the girls have to go back to Italy
I was helping them packing.
As we finished we went to the boy's flat. we were already dressed and had make up and hair done.

aurora's outfit:

silvia's outfit:

lida's outfit:

Silvia still is upset because of Lele, Linda is dating Brook and  well I'm still Andy's girlfriend. How much do I love that word!?

I knocked on the door. Rye appeared.
He looked smiling at silvia, as she looked down that smile desappeard. The boys still don't know what happened. Silvia in the past three days has been really quite. She didn't want go out, she stayed all the day on the sofa watching TV.
Rye hasn't seen her since the day I caught them making out.

Aurora: hey Rye.

I tried to get him to focus on me. It didn't work. He just said hi while looking at her. We got in. Linda went straight away to Brook. They kissed.
I went to Andy I kissed him, said hi to all the boys and sat next to him on the couch. Harvey has gone to LA. Silvia was next to Rye looking down at hers feet.
Rye was looking at her, worried.

Rye: silvia. Can we talk?

She looked at me worried. Probably she isn't ready to talk....I don't know.
Then she nodded and followed him to the kitchen.

Silvia's pov:

Rye: silvia. Can we talk?

I'm not ready at all to face Rye. After what happened three days ago we haven't talked. I looked at aurora for a reassuring smile. That she always give.
Then I nodded at him and followed him to the kitchen.
As we got in the room he closed the door.

Rye: what's going on?

Silvia: what do you mean?

Rye: I mean that as I looked at you, you just looked down. And why are so upset?don't you remember what happened some days ago?

He looked at me with a hopeful face. Hoping I would tell him everything.
Should I tell him about.... I can't even say his name... I don't know what to say.

Rye: silvia are you OK?

He got closer and lifted my chin, looking into my eyes. I nodded a yes. I'm not fine ....

Rye: you can tell everything.

I trust him but it's just difficult to say what happened. Me and that jerk of my ex..... we have been together since I was in the middle school I was 13 and he was 16. Linda and Aurora have always told me to let him down.... I should have listened to them.

Silvia: Rye. ..I..

I was shaking...I don't even know why.

Rye: why are you shaking?

I shrugged. He started taking off his hoodie. He gave it to me. I took the hoodie and mumbled a thank you. I hope that it will help. Probably i'm just cold.
I put on the hoodie and smelled rye's scent. It is so good!

Rye: silvia are you OK?

He looked deeply into my eyes. I could read in his brown eyes that he was worried sick.
I tried to speak but I couldn't. I can't talk about him. It hurts. The roomm was silent and I could hear the others talking in the bedroom.
I was looking down at my feet. I felt Rye hugging me. I felt safe in his arms. I just buried my face in his chest. He was hugging me, when he spoke.

Rye: shhhh. It's okay.

I didn't want to let go. It was so comforting. But after a minute or so he moved a little, so he could look at me.

Rye : even when you're crying you're the most gorgeous girl in the univers.

Even if he thinks so, I know that there's someone that think i'm the ugliest girl in the world.

Rye:  I want to see your beautiful smile.

I couldn't even looked at him. I just kept looking at the ground.
But he didn't give up.

Rye: I want to see your awesome eyes, I want to see your cute nose, I want to see your cheeks turning red because of all the thing I'm saying to you. I want to see you moving a strand of your blonde hair behind your ear. I want to see your pink lips, that I need to kiss.

He lifted my chin. Tears were still streaming down my cheeks. Even though he was telling the sweetest things ever u couldn't stop crying.
He looked into my red, puffy eyes.

Rye : I want to see you happy.

Then he got closer. So close that I could feel his breath on my skin. That made me shiver. Our noises were touching and our eyes were blended together.
It was so quick. He kissed me. How much I needed this kiss. I instantly kissed back. My eyes stopped watering and I smiled against his soft lips. For the firsttime in three days a smiled. He broke the kiss and looked at me with a proud smile.

Rye: see, I made you smile.

I blushed and looked at my shoes.
He liftedmy chin again.

Rye: don't look down when you're blushing yore even cuter.

He made me forget about everything that has happened.

Rye: sorry. I shouldn't have insisted. I just don't like seeing upset. If you don't want to tell me you don't have to.

Silvia : sorry. It's not your fault. Is that I dont want to talk about it.

He hugged me again as he noticed that the smile I had disappeared.
I mumbled a thank you.

Rye: talking about past things... I still remember that we kissed.

He smiled at me. His eyes were a deeper brown. I still rember that kiss. It was amazing.
I smiled at the thought.

Silvia: i remember it too.

He got closer and kissed me. The kiss got deeper and more passionate. He slid his tongue past my lower lip.
We were making out when the door of the kitchen slammed open and Aurora appeared.