Forget (Yoonseok)

[Yoongi POV]
Please come back Hoseok, I need you. I can't do this without you.

I really do wanna stop, but I just can't. I don't know what's holding me back. I would be lying if I said Hoseok wasn't helping me. If it wasn't for him, I'd probably be attempting suicide or doing even worse drugs. I just want to stop, I have to see Hoseok.

[3rd POV]

The drive to Hoseok's house was quick but to Yoongi it felt like hours. He wants to keep Hoseok 24/7 but it's impossible because of school and Hoseok's family.

Yoongi made it to the back of Hoseok's house. He slowly opened up the window that was unlocked. His room was dark and he could hear sniffling coming from the Hoseok's bathroom.

Yoongi knocked softly. He could hear Hoseok shuffling in there, little did he know that Hoseok was throwing away the bloody toilet paper, pulling down his sleeves, and putting away the medical alcohol.

"W-who's there?"

Yoongi felt a rush of relief once he heard Hoseok's sweet soft voice.

Hoseok slowly opened the door only to see his boyfriend standing there.

"Yoongi? What are you doi-"

Hoseok was engulfed into a kiss.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what got into me. I can't control it and I'm scared! You know I didn't mean anything I said. I'm truly sorry, and I'll try for you Hoseok! I really will try to stop, but I need you, okay?"

Hoseok cupped his boyfriend's face, "I want to be there to help you, but you have to understand that I have other responsibilities. I really want to help you but just promise me nothing like this will happen again, please".

Yoongi showed his famous gummy smile and took Hoseok's hands into his, "I promise, I will never hurt you again! I won't let anyone else hurt you either!"

Yoongi took Hoseok's lips into his. This sweet feeling that he hasn't felt in a while. The thought of not having Hoseok peacefully in his arms for two weeks makes him question why he's still alive. He may need drugs but Hoseok is what is really keeping his alive.

The kiss grew more passionate, which led to Yoongi doing some ass-grabbing and whispering sweet nothings to Hoseok.

Hoseok always kept the thought of his parents coming into his room and catching him with Yoongi, but for now he doesn't care. Having his body against Yoongi's is all that matters to him right now.

The boys shifted to Hoseok's bed. Throughout the night, the room was filled with moans and pillow talk.

Yoongi for once felt like he didn't need drugs right then and there. Hoseok was enough to help him forget. He was enough to help him forget his horrible past, to forget all his worries, and help him forget the drugs for a little while.

Yoongi never noticed the cuts on Hoseok's wrist, the room was dark and filled with sexual tension, of course he wouldn't notice.

[10:18PM]

The boys were in bed, enjoying each other's presence. Well, they were until they heard the front door being unlocked.

They heard muffled voices coming from downstairs. Hoseok's family had just gotten out of church but Hoseok expected them to get home a lot later than 1oPM.

Yoongi quickly got up to get dressed. Hoseok got dressed more quickly but by the time Yoongi was putting on his shoes, Hoseok's mom came into the room.

Hoseok's mom had a surprised look on her face not expecting company this late at night.

"Hoseok, who's your friend? You didn't call me ahead to tell me you invited someone".

Hoseok was currently trying to find words, luckily, Yoongi came in to save the day.

"Hello Mrs. Jung! I'm Yoongi, one of Hoseok's good friends. Sorry for being here so unexpectedly. I will make my way out now, goodni-"

"No, it's too late to go out, why don't you stay and have a late dinner with us", Mrs. Jung interrupted.

Hoseok couldn't comprehend what was going on. Did his mom just ask Yoongi to stay for dinner and maybe potentially the whole night.

"Mom, it's kind of late, I think Yoongi would want to go home".

Yoongi smirked, knowing what Hoseok was trying to do.

"No it's fine Hoseok, I would love to stay for dinner Mrs. Jung, come on now Hoseok, let's go wash up before dinner".

"Alright boys, I'll call you down  when dinner is ready", and with that Hoseok's mom disappeared down the stairs.

Yoongi was making his way to the bathroom until Hoseok blocked the path. "What is wrong with you! How can you just act all chill!"

Yoongi raised an eyebrow, "What do you mean? Everything seems fine, you're tripping over nothing".

"Yoongi! If they had came any sooner they could've caught us doin that".

Yoongi shuffled past Hoseok, "But they didn't, so everything is good and dandy".

"Okay but you don't understand my parents! They're super uptight, so don't do or say anything dumb, okay?"

"Yeah, I know, I'm not that stupid", Yoongi said as he dried his hands.

[10:58PM]

Hoseok knew him mother was almost done with making dinner. Ever passing minute was agonizing. The thought of his parents finding out about them bothered every cell in Hoseok's body.

"Dinner is ready! Come down". The sound of Mrs. Jung's voice echoing through the hallway sacred Hoseok beyond belief. His parents could've caught him being fucked, that's a new level of embarrassment Hoseok does not want to ever be at.

Yoongi and Hoseok made their way down stairs. Before they turned the corner into the dining room Yoongi pecked a kiss onto Hoseok's lips.

"Hey, it's gonna be okay, I'm not aggressive and I won't say anything wrong, trust me. I'm changing for you Hobi, and this is the first step. I love you okay, and I will never try to hurt you again".

Hoseok sighed in response, "okay, let's go".

AYOOOO WASSUP! Okay I'm late on updating, so you know what that means! I'll update twice this week. Do you think Yoongi will fuck up? Leave any comments or suggestions. Alright bye!!!