Phan fluff one shots

Trigger warning: Dealing with dysphoria! Stay safe!!

Dan woke up to pounding in his waist. Shit. Shit. No. No. No. Dan bolted out of bed the pain stabbing him making him yelp, then he saw it. Red. On his sheets, on his pajamas, on his legs. Fuck. He let out a sigh trying to deal with everything at hand but he just broke down and cried. "Fuck!" He yelled. Phil heard Dan yell and he decided to check out what happened. He walked into to Dan tears running down his face and blood stains covering his pajamas. "Oh Dan." Phil said softly. Dan turned around his eyes wide "no! No! Phil please, I'm so disgusting and gross...please. I hate this I hate this!! I hate my body!! Phil I don't want you seeing me like this. " he sobbed. Phil walked over and gently put his arm on Dan's shoulder. "Babe, your not gross at all. Let me help you ok? I'll grab the sheets and your pjs and wash them while you get cleaned up ok?" Phil said softly. Dan nodded tears still falling. "I'm sorry.." he whimpered Phil took his hand. You have nothing to apologize for." Dan nodded again walking himself to the shower pealing off his sticky clothes shamefully handing them to Phil who kissed his cheek gently. "Get washes up and I'll fix your bed ok." Phil said softly Dan nodded and went into the shower. God he hated the shower it was even worse when his hormones were all out of wack. Why can't I just be normal boy. Ugh I hate this. My hips are too big, my chest is to large, my shoulders are so small. He couldn't take it anymore he began to cry even more at the water soaked his body he hated seeing himself he hated having to wash everywhere because it just didn't fit. He got out quickly tears still running down his face as he sorted out his problem. He walked out feeling his muscles tighten, cramps starting again. He sighed and Phil walked over to him handing him pain killers and water. "Figured you might need these." He mumbled Dan took them quickly and walked back to his bed feeling the coziness of the bed hoping it would swallow him up. "Dan you are the most handsome boy I've ever met. I know it's hard around this time, but trust me you are as manly as they come, you cuss like a sailor for crying out loud! I know your in pain and don't want to think about what's happening but I'll be here for you through it all because Dan you are the boy I fell in love with and I will always love you no matter what." Dan began crying again but just at Phil's words. Phil came and nuzzled next to Dan letting Dan cry into his chest. "Thank you Phil, I'm so sorry..I'm such a mess..it's just." He sobbed but Phil cut him off by kissing him. "Shhh Dan it's ok. Just get some rest ok?" He soothed. Dan nodded and nuzzled into Phil feeling his eyes droop and he slowly fall asleep nuzzled in Phil's arms.