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Scared

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JM POV:

It's been 12 hours now since I am tied to this stupid bed post. I tried my best to get my wrists out of this clasp, but it only resulted in hurting me more. I shouted, screamed for help but no one came. 

My throat felt parched and sore from all the screaming. I hiss upon moving my wrists, I am sure they are all bruised by now. My eyes felt puffy and swollen from crying too much. I laughed at my own fate, how I longed for love to protect me and when I found it, it ended in hurting me more. 

It is funny how the person who claims to love me is so selfish to keep me locked up in this cage, abusing me, cursing me and stealing my life from me and still claiming of loving me? But why do I still feel attracted towards him?

 Yes, it is true that I have fallen in love with him but I am too scared to accept it, because what if it is all just an act? What if he is just playing with my feelings? My head was pounding from all the thoughts circling in my head. I felt dizzy and exhausted but above all thirsty.

Suddenly the door of the room was barged open and in came a very drunk Jungkook, sloppily walking towards me. I constricted myself into a small ball with my knees touching my chest, trying to cover as little space as possible on this bed. He threw himself beside me, his hazy eyes meeting mine. I could see his eyes bloodshot and swollen. 

"Was he crying or is it just the alcohol?" He tilted towards me, a small shriek escaping my lips. 

He hovered over me once again, making me shrink more under his gaze. He started to fiddle with the belt he had me tied with, started to undo it sloppily. It took him a while but he was able to do it. Once my hands got freed, I immediately brought my wrists to my face, blowing air to lower the burning sensation. I felt his hands, gently taking my small hands in his, bending down and kissing my swollen lips as hot tears from his eyes landed on my bruised skin.

 "Is he really crying?" "THE JEON JUNGKOOK is crying", I thought as he lifted his tear-filled gaze to meet mine.

 "I-I am so sorry Love", he choked on his words.

 "I am so sorry for hurting you yet again", he started to sob like a baby now making me panic. 

He buried his face in my lap, balling his eyes out like two years old. I instinctively started to caress his hair, trying to soothe him down. I couldn't understand why I am doing this? Why I am soothing a person who has always inflicted pain upon me but seeing him apologize so sincerely in front of me made my heart to melt. 

"I didn't want you to leave me", he continued between his sobs, "I couldn't stand you leaving me too, I was scared. I truly love you soo much Jimin that I couldn't stand yet another person I love to leave me, I was scared Jimin, please try to understand me", tears also left my eyes seeing him so vulnerable in front of me, and a part of me hated it.

 "Shh, calm down Jungkook I am here, I am not leaving you, I CAN'T leave you. Remember!", I tried to coax him. 

"No, I know you will run away just like others the first chance you will get", he took hold of my waist protectively enveloping his hands around me.

 I rolled my eyes, why is he being so stubborn like a baby? I felt my eyelids get heavy from the exhaustion as I closed my eyes and wandered into the dream world with Jungkook still passed out in my lap.

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A/N: Sorry for the late update guys🙏🙏🙏








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