Forced (COMPLETE)

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OK, so imagine the little girl above as Zoella...except with actual pigtails...

Ok, so...just in case you didn't understand the last chapter...
Clary went to purgatory and met with the lord of death,she made a deal with him to bring Jace back in exchange for five years of her life on earth. Then she drops out of the sky and It's five years later on earth....which is why Zoella is five.
JACE POV
I take a deep breath and look at her. "Is that Zoey?" She asks.
"Zoella" I correct. "And you lost any motherly right to her when you disappeared" I say angrily.
"Disapear?!" Clary asks. "I didn't disappear Jace!" She whines. "You thought I disappeared?! I didn't disappear Jace!" She says.
"Then tell me Clary... what do you call a person who just mysteriously vanished out of nowhere?! Where were you anyways?! I tracked you in every way possible!" I ask.
"Jace" She says as she puts her hands on my forearms. I quickly move back as I feel the familiar shocks I usually feel when This green eyed girl touches me. Her face falls as she steps back. "You died....you died because of a Makara...Ithuriel apeared and I begged him for help....he...he took me to purgatory....I met with someone who could bring you back to life...he said he would bring you back in return for five years. I signed the deal and then I appeared here" she says. For some reason I was angry...I didn't want to say it but it just slipped out.
"Hasn't it crossed your mind....that the reason I died again is because you're supposed to just let me die! Maybe I was supposed to die by Valentines hand! But you ruined that by bringing me back to life....but you just won't let me die" I say coldly, I instantly regret saying that. I would've brought Clary back no matter how many times she died.
"You know what?! Maybe you're right! Maybe I should've let you die this time!" She says. She covers up her hurt with anger. "Maybe....somehow some way I could've convinced myself that you should be able to just die peacefully and normally without being brought back. Maybe I could've somehow let you go...but I can't do that when other people are being affected....You know who's life you would impact greatly if you died?! Your children's life....you of all people should know what it feels like to have dead parents!" She says. "Would you really rather be in heaven dancing around with mother Theresa than being here....with Zoey and Liv and Hunter and Max and Cid?!" She asks. I look down at my shoes.
"Only Zoe..." I say.
"What do you mean?!" She asks.
"I mean...the Clave took away the kids...they sent my parents to Idris with Cid...they barley let me keep Zoe."
"WHAT?! Why the fuck would they do that?!" Clary asks. "Idris Orphanages are full to the brim!" She yells.
"They want to study them closely. They could still take Zoey away and kill her if they think that the kids are too dangerous...like Sebastian..." I say. Clary's anger was growing more and more, like fire on a windy day. But when I said 'like sebastian' the fire was gone. As if a bucket of water put out the fire.