deep thoughts

** just a note before
I know this is all over the place I'm sorry but so am I and I promise the chapters/quotes/short stories I do will get better***

It's been 5 months since we last talked,you left me in tears heartbroken. We were together for 6 years then you just left me for someone else like that. Those 6 years I wasted on you a simple person,a simple jerk,those 6 years just gone.
Did I don't something wrong.
I gave you everything and all you have me in return was lies then a goodbye
How can someone like you be so cruel just letting someone fall in love with you so deeply it hurts them just thinking about losing you and you take their hear and rip it out if their chest leaving them there empty and broken.
Those 6 years of my life wasted on a simple person are now gone and so are my hopes.

I see you again with one of your ex's,the girl who broke your heart,I was there for you when that happened,but your smiling with her,just like we used to.

What happened to the forever and always because now that was complete bullshit just like you
"I hate you,you stupid idiot
I hate everything about you"
I scream crying in my dark bedroom feeling empty while soon the i hate you' s
Turn into I love you
I loved him I really did he made me so happy and I gave him everything and he doesn't care at all.
Why is he at my window I wonder seeing him there with flowers.
I whipe my wet teary face and open my window "What" I sort of shout "i'm sorry I hurt you I promise I've changed" he says .
This is my chance I think so my words were there left in the wind "there is no going back to someone who has hurt you.i am not gonna give you the chance again to hurt me" I spoke those words with dry eyes and shut the window

How could someone like you just destroy a person like me??