One Big Disaster [OneDirection] SEQUAL TO ONE MAGAZINE. ONE YEAR. ONE DIRECTION

I'm on my phone so please excuse any mistakes. The ideas are flowing and I just wanna type. Enjoy.

Courtney.

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Alex.

I sat in the therapist's chair and she was just watching me. "Whenever you are ready." She said and I nodded. I told her about the dreams and about how I was scared. Constantly. I know slept with a knife under my pillow and I couldn't sleep with Liam touching me.

After therapy, Liam picked me up and drove me to go get ice cream. I smiled at him and grabbed his hand. He smiled at me and placed a light kiss on my lips. "I love you Al." He said and I smiled wider.

"I love you too Liam." I said and he handed me my ice cream. Cory was starting to remember a bit of 2011.but not the One Direction part. We were all terrified.to tell her.

Liam walked.me into the apartment and I sighed at the dirty clothes everywhere. I placed a hand on my stomach and bent over to pick stuff up. It was still hard for.me and very painful. "Al, don't. I'll make the others clean." Liam said and I shook my head no.

"I can do it Liam." I said and he reached out to stop me. I squeaked and cowered from him. He frowned and I squeezed my eyes shut.

"Al. Please stop." He said and I nodded. He helped me up and I sighed. Everyone walked in and I pointed to the mess.

"Clean. Now." I said and they nodded. I went into my room so I could take a relaxing shower.

"Al?" I heard Cory say and I turned around. "I feel like I'm missing out on a whole lot of stuff."

I sighed and gave her a hug. "You'll remember in due time sweetie." I said and she nodded. She left the room and I hopped in the shower. I turned the cold water on and let it run over my body. It stung when it hit my stitches but I brushed it off.

After my shower, I slipped on my one piece and went to go order dinner. I hummed a song while waiting for the man to answer. I ordered 10 pizzas and hung up. I rubbed the back of my neck and frowned. I hated shying away from people. Especially Liam. I felt.a hand on my and jumped, pulling it back. Liam sighed and I bit my bottom lip to prevent myself from crying.

"I'm sorry." I said to him and he kissed my forehead.

"It's okay." He said pulling me into his arms and stroking my hair. I cried silently into his shoulder and he rubbed my back. "It's not your fault. They did that. Not you."

"I could have got Corrine out of there and she wouldn't have had to go through all that stuff. I could have been stronger." I said and he made me look at him

"Alex. You were knocked out. There was nothing you could do." He said and I kissed him. I grabbed the sleeping pills and he nodded. I took 2 and plopped down onto the bed. Soon. Sleep overcame me.