「肠辞苍苍别肠迟颈辞苍」

For as long as I can remember, I always felt a connection to you.

When we were with our friends, the only person I  cared about was you.

I always wanted what's best for you.

I felt so sorry about leaving you, physically and mentally.

It was the thing we  argued about the most.

I never called or messaged you.

And then we came together again.

I was relieved, I was happy to finally be in your arms again.

You were my best friend, I cared about you.

I fell in love with you...

And I guess you noticed.

You started ignoring me.

You left me with the silly explanation that you were a "lone wolf".

You said you didn't need me.

You told me you're better now.

And even though I don't really believe you, it's a relieve.

Because I want you to be happy.

And I need to start accepting the fact that you don't want to be happy with me.

[copyright 2018]